Body Love, Pt. 1
Body Love
Mary Lambert
I know girls who are trying to fit into the social norm
我了解那些想適應社會規範的女孩兒
Like squeezing into last year's prom dress
好比(試著)擠進去年的舞會禮服
I know girls who are low rise, mac eyeshadow, and binge drinking
我了解那些穿低腰、抹眼影、縱情狂飲的女孩兒
I know girls that wonder if they're disaster and sexy enough to fit in
我了解那些想知道她們是否是個災難，是否足夠性感的女孩兒
I know girls who are fleeing bombs from the mosques of their skin
我了解那些從肌膚的清真寺逃離炸彈的女孩兒
Playing russian roulette with death
(她們)用俄羅斯轉盤來游戲死亡
It's never easy to accept
永遠不會容易接受的是
That our bodies are fallible and flawed
我們的肉體是不可靠的，有瑕疵的
But when do we draw the line
但是當我們劃下那條線
When the knife hits the skin
當刀鋒親吻肌膚
Isn't it the same thing as purging?
這難道不是一種淨化麼？
Because we're so obsessed with death
因為我們是如此為死亡著迷
Some women just have more guts than others
有些女性遠比他人更有膽識
The funny thing is women like us don't shoot
諷刺的是，像我們一樣的女性不會飲彈自盡
We swallow pills, still wanting to be beautiful at the morgue
我們吞食毒藥，希望在葬禮上也美麗依然
Still proceeding to put on make-up
依然粉飾妝容
Still hoping that the mortician finds us fuckable and attractive
依然希望喪儀人覺得我們是可褻瀆的，令人著迷的
We might as well be buried with our shoes
我們也許會與我們的鞋子們一起埋葬
And handbags and scarves, girls
還有手包和圍巾，女孩兒們
We flirt with death everytime we etch a new tally mark into our skin
我們用在肌膚上蝕刻一個新的刻痕來挑逗死亡
I know how to split my wrists to reveal a battlefield too
我也知道如何劈開我的雙腕來揭露鬥爭
But the time has come for us to reclaim our bodies
然而是時候去拿回我們的肉體了
Our bodies deserve more than to be war -torn and collateral
我們的肉體值得比“飽受摧殘”和“附屬抵押”更好的
Offering this fuckdom as a pathetic means to say
提供這個該死的悲哀的方法去說出
'I only know how to exist when I am wanted' “
我只在我被需要的時候才知道如何生存。”
Girls like us are hardly ever wanted you know
你知道像我們一樣的女孩兒幾乎不被人所需要
We're used up, and we're sad, and drunk
我們筋疲力盡、悲傷欲絕、爛醉如泥
And perpetually waiting by the phone for someone to pick up
永遠守在電話旁等著有人接起
And tell us that we did good
然後告訴我們，我們做的很好
We did good.
我們做的很好
I know I am because I said I am
我說我做的很好，那麼我便是如此
I know I am because I said I am
我說我做的很好，那麼我便是如此
I know I am because I said I am
我說我做的很好，那麼我便是如此
My body is home
我的肉體是我的歸宿
My body is home
我的肉體是我的歸宿
I know I am because I said I am
我說我做的很好，那麼我便是如此
I know I am because I said I am
我說我做的很好，那麼我便是如此
I know I am because I said I am
我說我做的很好，那麼我便是如此