Stranger in the room and I dont know what to say
呆在陌生的房間我不知道該怎麼闡述情感
And I dont know what to do but Im looking for a change
也不知道該干什麼但是我在盡力找機會了
So Im telling him the truth and its written on his face
所以我只是在把實情告訴他他想說的都寫在臉上了
Yeah its written on his face
都寫在臉上了
Im feeling twenty two and Im already behind
感覺我22歲卻已然落後於時代
And Im talking like its new but its ten years on my mind
好像在一直討論著新鮮事物可這想法在我腦中已有十年之久
Not saying Im doomed but Im closer there than fine
不能說我很抑鬱吧但我的日子確實和正規偏離太遠
Yeah Im closer there than fine
和正軌偏離太遠
Spill my guts out anyway
儘管把你的肺腑之言一併吐露
Cant be worse than yesterday
今天總不可能比昨天更糟了吧
Lifes not shitty, lifes so great after therapy
心理治療後人生一掃陰霾陽光明媚
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
偶爾和我的焦慮玩玩捉迷藏也沒什麼不好
Keep me talking Ill stop running from the things I dont understand
讓我繼續說下去我不再會逃避那些未知
Take my money at least Ill get a little clarity
哎付費治療又如何至少我明白了一點
About how ****ed I am
明白了我的人生有多麼糟糕
Yeah I got my hopes up and Im underwhelmed
是啊我重燃了希望可還是無動於衷
And Im dodging landmines dropping bombshells
仍然在躲避著生活的雷區
And I dont wanna be this way forever
我可不想永遠這麼東躲西藏
Thinking well be spending more time together
我們可以花更多的時間在一起
Lifes not shitty, lifes so great after therapy
心理治療後人生一掃陰霾陽光明媚
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
偶爾和我的焦慮玩玩捉迷藏也沒什麼不好
Keep me talking Ill stop running from the things I dont understand
讓我繼續說下去我不再會逃避那些未知
Take my money at least Ill get a little clarity
哎付費治療又如何至少我明白了一點
About how ****ed I am
明白了我的人生有多麼糟糕
Hey I dont know what Im allowed to say
我不知道我被允許表達什麼
I could try and paint me in a better place
嘗試著把自己裝點入更好的環境中
I could open up but its not today
也嘗試著敞開心扉可最佳時機不是今天
Try and save face but then Im to blame
也嘗試著挽回顏面但事實上罪全怪於我
Guess that Im a little less ****ed up
我想我可能沒那麼糟糕
But Im broken
可我的靈魂依然支零破碎
Guess Im not as lost as I once was
我想我可能不再像以前那樣迷茫了
Cos the jump feels good but the falling sucks
跳躍上升的快感使我興奮但是下墜的感覺是那麼糟糕
Lifes not shitty, lifes so great after therapy
心理治療後人生一掃陰霾陽光明媚
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
偶爾和我的焦慮玩玩捉迷藏也沒什麼不好
Keep me talking Ill stop running from the things I dont understand
讓我繼續說下去我不再會逃避那些未知
Take my money at least Ill get a little clarity
哎付費治療又如何至少我明白了一點
About how ****ed I am
明白了我的人生有多麼糟糕
I guess that Im a little less ****ed up
我想我可能沒那麼糟糕
But Im broken
可我的靈魂依然支零破碎
after therapy (feat. hot Mulligan)