trying not to love you

girl i see in you
but i dont have it home
when im here with you
im not feeling right at all
ive got half of mine wanting all of you
and have knowing what i do
thats my struggle try not to love you
im gonna let you in
on the one who knows me best
oh the way she smiles at me
i know that ive been blessed ive been blessed
but in the dark of mine, shes fastly palm wondering
how ill get through
until the day light
im tryin not to love you
try not to love
and not to care
is tryin not to breathe
when youre needing there
so baby try to understand
youre the water till its drowning in
and its a harder slam
in this whole world
ive ever saw to do
oh girl, im tryin not to love you
yeah its a hardest thing in this whole wide world
than ive ever ever tried to do
oh girl , im tryin not to love you