Nightmares Are Real

Okay, uh, I can tell you how I first started in this rap ****
Mama kicked a ***** out the house, felt fantastic
Told my homies, 'If you got a couch, know Im crashin
Worried bout my future, couldnt care about the past tense
Lost my grandmother, and I havent been the same since
Start to get anxious, Im tired of this lame ****
Tired of the struggle, livin family in the subdivision
Ramen noodles, drawin doodles wasnt in my ****** vision
But whos fault is that? Tryna stay all intact
Fightin all my demons, they be schemin but Im crawlin back
And eventually flyin, lately been mentally cryin
****** resentin me, I am not for the industry lyin
Lifes a dream, but nothin is a fairytale
Do you love me? I can barely tell
Cause Im up and down, been all around, nobodys callin now
No, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no
Uh, cause I know what I been through
But I still, uh, Id do it all over again
And my life is so sinful (YBN, why be them?)
But through times, uh (King Push)
The good guys always win
I can tell you how I first started in this rap ****
8th grade, backflippin on the mattress
9th grade, pack doin gymnastics
10th grade, somersaultin all them crack flips
Asterisk, skipped school, recorded with The Neptunes
We was makin high school classics
Before I took a kilo and I wrapped it , I rapped it
Around the funeral withthe casket (Eugh)
Coke avalanche, like a landslide
Only grew my hair this long because my man died
Collect calls on them landlines, I pressed 5
To tell about the new test drive and talk fly, ooh
Lifes a dream, but nothin is a fairytale
Do you love me? I can barely tell
Cause Im up and down, been all around, nobodys callin now
No, no , no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no
Uh, cause I know what I been through
But I still, uh, Id do it all over again
And my life is so sinful
But through times, uh
The good guys always win