Grateful

I was laying down in the bed
You were in the bathroom cutting your hair
I came in the room and you said
You cannot look but I already felt
Felt like I was only under the impression that she loved me
We were lying down on the floor
Kiss in my bed so I could see you some more
Then the ride homes pretty far
No AC, its pretty hot in the car
Felt like I had something to get off my chest but I was silent
Maybe I should let you know
If its too embarrassing
I hope that you will tell no one
I hope that you can sleep it off
Maybe I would let you go
If I hadnt let it show
But I was afraid (I was afraid)
Learning to love away
Now that youre beside me
And I am so grateful
(So grateful)
Now that youre beside me
I cannot restore youth
Now that youre beside me
I cannot lost all youth
Now that youre beside me
I am beside myself
I was only thirteen years
Old and I met you always running with friends
You pushed me in the road and I said
'I do not like you' but I was just afraid
She said 'I was only under the impression that I loved you'
Then we go to junior high
And you were hanging out with a different guy
We went to the baseball field and
Ran through the sprinkler system hmm
You didnt let me know that you liked me back
Maybe I should let you know
If its too embarrassing
I hope that you will tell no one
I hope that you can sleep it off
Baby, I would let you go
If I hadnt let it show
But I was afraid (I was afraid)
Learning to love my name
Now that youre beside me
I am so grateful
Now that youre beside me (I am so)
I cannot restore youth
Now that youre beside me
I cannot lost all youth
Now that youre beside me (I am so)
I am beside myself