produced by Gold Pastel
Oh I really did tried hard to find something new 我真的很努力的去嘗試尋找新事物
Heard you doing well all by yourself, thats good for you 聽說你一個人過的也不錯那對於你而言真是好事
Actually I dont know who Im really talking to 老實說我也不知道我在跟誰說話
Cuz after all, I guess u aint even ****** * real 因為到頭來我甚至不確定你是否真的存在
All these pills, make me feel ******* paranoid 這些小丸子讓我變得偏執妄想
A lotta voices inside my head and they became a lotta noise 很多聲音在我腦裡響起逐漸變成煩人的噪音
Im so annoying, sometimes I wish I had better choice 連我自己都覺得我自己很討厭有時真希望自己能有一個更好的選擇
Im not your lover boy but still hope you have forever joy 我不是你的愛人也不是你的男孩卻仍然希望你能擁有永久的喜悅
Cuz Im just so ******* sick of society, anxiety ****s deep deep be inside of me 因為我厭倦了這個社會焦慮感潛伏於體內深處
Got nobody else to fit in, like designer jeans 內心再裝不下任何人如同緊身牛仔褲一樣
All I do is ******* keep speak to my diary 我能做的也只有對著我那該死的日記說說話了
Dude you ******* rap like slick rick, so fiery他們總說“哥們儿你的押韻就跟Slick Rick那般火熱”
But I think they just ******* spit ****, Im so tired of these 可我總覺得他們滿口胡言我已經聽煩聽膩了
My hearts ******* ripped in pieces, required fix 心被撕成一塊塊碎片我想我需要修補
The last thing I wanna see is, you be alike to me 我最不願意看到的事情就是你變得如同我這般落魄
It sounds hilarious, I got your dm, so delirious 這可能聽起來很滑稽那天我收到了你的私信我簡直欣喜若狂
11:30 pm **** yeah head so heavy yup,didnt take it serious 當時很晚了拍拍腦門頭像鉛球一樣重還以為在做夢
Mysterious, Im curious why u tear me up, suppress my furious 覺得莫名其妙還一直好奇問你為什麼要把我撕毀我還忍住不生氣
Feel so scary yeah? theres two graves ready to buried us,and hurry up 你害怕了對嗎噢那是兩個墳墓準備好埋我們用的快來嘛
You wanted the end and thats our period. 你一直想要知道結局不是嗎那就是我們畫上的句號
Thats how karma works, a word can bring back all my trauma hurts 這就是因果報應嗎你的一句問候就能讓我幾乎痊癒的傷口重新撕裂
Makeem worse, **** it up our drama love 甚至比之前更糟糕讓這猶如狗血戲劇般的愛情見鬼去吧
What I heard, your old boy its a rapper now wow 噢我聽說你的前男友現在也是一個說唱歌手了哇哦
I still wonder what is he try to rap about 儘管如此我還是搞不清楚他在唱什麼
The messily rhymes, apparently he dont want me to cross our blurry lines 糟糕的押韻很明顯他不想我再跨越我們之間的那條愈加模糊的分界線
So when u ask me I told u Im incredibly fine 他叫我別打擾你所以當你問起我怎麼樣我只能告訴你我很好很好
And I keep smiling, meanwhile being deep howling saying NI HAO and, 內心在咆哮的同時還得保持微笑說聲你好
I just freestyling, buckle my seatbelt man, 我就隨口說說不說了先係好安全帶
Yall gon be well friends ,so peace out then 你們會過得很好的朋友們那就先這樣啦溜了溜了
rainy day freestyle