A Lighter Shade Of Life

You dont know my half of it
你看到的我的愛其實連我現在的一半都不到
I'm trying to give you what I cannot give myself
我想給你我自己都不能過上的生活
Can you see you mean the world to me?
你知道嗎你意味著我的整個世界
You should know you mean more, more than you think
你要知道你意味著我的整個世界甚至更多
I don't wanna turn into what you hate
我不想變成你所討厭的人
Am I weaker now I've come this far
一路走來我是否一直都很怯懦
Or maybe stronger than before?
或者比以前稍好一點
I want you to see
我希望你能明白
I 'm doing all of this for you
我會做好一切等待著你
But the only thing I'm scared of
只有一件讓我擔心的事情
Is not seeing this through
這麼久以來我還不是很明白
I sometimes think I'm not enough for you
有時候我覺得自己配不上你
But the world keeps turning regardless of my thoughts
無論我存在與否，想你多深，沒有了我，世界還會繼續運轉
I'm still scared
所以我仍在擔憂
I'm still scared
仍在惆悵
Of what I will become
我會變成怎樣?