i didn't mean to

It's not that I didn't wanna talk, I'm just scared of the confrontation
不是我不想和你說話，我只是害怕面對這一切
It's not that I wouldn't risk it all, I just didn't know how to say it (Yeah)
不是我不願嘗試冒險，我只是不知道如何表達
Ooh, I don't know how to make it right
哦，我不知道該怎麼做
Ooh, but it's keepin' me up at night, 'cause
哦，因為它讓我徹夜難眠
I didn't mean to leave you lonely
因為我不是故意留你一人
I didn't mean to break your heart, babe
寶貝，我不是故意傷害你
[?] everything you gave
你所給予的一切
Never my intention just to walk away
我從未想過要離開
I didn't mean to keep you waiting
我不是故意讓你苦苦等待
I didn't mean to make you think that
我不是故意讓你胡思亂想
After all this time, I never really cared
漫長歲月，我從未關心過
I know you think I'm mad, but I didn't mean to
我想你一定認為我發瘋了，但我本意並非如此
I could write a million words, apologize for leavin' you in peaces
我可以寫下一百萬句話，為悄無聲息離開你道歉
But honestly, I already tried and I know you still don't believe me (Yeah)
但是說實話，我已經嘗試而你還是不相信我
Ooh, I don't know how to make it right
哦，我不知道該怎麼做
Ooh, but it's keepin' me up at night, 'cause
哦，因為它讓我徹夜難眠
I didn't mean to leave you lonely
因為我不是故意留你一人
I didn't mean to break your heart, babe
寶貝，我不是故意傷害你
[?] everything you gave
你所給予的一切
Never my intention just to walk away
我從未想過要離開
I didn't mean to keep you waiting
我不是故意讓你苦苦等待
I didn't mean to make you think that
我不是故意讓你胡思亂想
After all this time, I never really cared
漫長歲月後，我從未關心過
I know you think I'm mad, but I didn't mean to
我想你一定認為我發瘋了，但我本意並非如此
It's the last call, say it's my fault
這是最後一通電話，承認是我的錯
So I can let this go
這樣我就可以釋懷
You can blame me, say you hate me
你可能會責怪我恨我
I just had to let you know that
我只是想讓你知道
I didn't mean to leave you lonely
我不是故意留你一人
I didn't mean to break your heart, babe
寶貝，我不是故意傷害你
[ ?] everything you gave
你所給予的一切
Never my intention just to walk away
我從未想過要離開
I didn't mean to keep you waiting
我不是故意讓你苦苦等待
I didn't mean to make you think that
我不是故意讓你胡思亂想
After all this time, I never really cared
漫長歲月後，我從未真的關心過
I know you think I'm mad, but I didn't mean to
我想你一定認為我發瘋了，但我本意並非如此