Conversations with Myself
Sometimes I wonder why Im even here
有時我想知道為什麼我會能在這裡
Or if I have the strength to persevere
還是是否我有足夠的力量堅持下去
Sometimes I feel like I'm somebody else
有時候我覺得自己不是自己
Whos going mental with they mental health
誰會因為心理健康而變得精神錯亂
Sometimes I wonder if Ill die alone
有時我想知道我是否會孤獨地死去
'Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls
因為孤獨的人往往有孤獨的靈魂
Sometimes I think about a younger me
有時候我會想到一個年輕的我
If hed be proud of the man he sees
是否他能為現在的他感到驕傲
I guess Im rich, I made it out my town
我認為我很有錢，決定離開家鄉
I played in from of thousands, you know I shut it down
我參加過成千上萬的比賽，但我選擇關閉了它
Look, little Bazzi , Im living out our dreams
聽著，小巴茲，我實現了我們的夢想
Mama cry every time we on the TV
媽媽每次看到我們上電視都會哭
Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib
我們有輛豪華車，和漂亮的嬰兒床
And you couldnt even dream of the girl that you with
但你甚至不能夢到和你在一起的那個女孩
Remember all your idols and the people that we love
記住你所有的偶像和我們所愛的人
I met em at a party, we was all doin drugs
我在派對上見過他們，都在吸著＊＊
Was all doin
都在做
Jesus
祈禱
I think I need, I think I need some
我想我需要，我需要一些
Jesus
力量
Rich enough and sad as ****
就算再多的錢也無法認我高興
I'm lonely
我很孤獨
Oh, I am, I am, I am
哦，我啊
I'm so lonely
我是如此的寂寞
Im the man, I guess I am
我還是我嗎，可能是吧
But I'm still
但我還是和以前一樣
Whats funny is, is
有趣的是
My whole life I thought making money
我一生都在想賺錢
And being praise would give me some kind of happiness
等到表揚會給我帶來這種快樂
And I wanted those things because I was concerned About
我想要那些東西是因為我就是想要
What everyone else thought of me
不管其他人怎麼看我
I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted
我只想要被愛，被接受
And then I realized that I could never feel anybodys pain
然後我意識到我無法感受到任何人的痛苦
Or their happiness
或者他們的快樂
I could only feel mine
我只能感覺到我自己
In the car, in the house
在車裡，在房子中
And the fame never made me feel anything except separated,
這種名譽只讓我感到孤獨
Intoxicated, and obviously kinda grossed
沉醉於酒精中，讓我有點噁心
Dont get me wrong, nice things are fun,
別誤會，美好的事物很有趣
I like nice things
我喜歡美好的事物
But you just can't base your human value on them
但你不能把你的人類價值建立在他們的基礎上
Because at the end of the day, they dont mean anything
因為在一天結束的時候，他們沒有任何意義
If Im not happy, Im a sad guy in a nice guy
如果我不高興，我就是一個在美好中的一個悲傷的人
If I dont have any real friends or family,
如果我沒有真正的朋友或者家人
Im just a lonely guy in a big home, damn
我只是一個在大家庭裡孤獨的人