Traitor
As I sit behind this screen,
當我坐在屏幕後的時候
Typing words the way they seem.
這些打出來的字看起來的方式
They come spinning out my soul,
他們開始旋轉我的靈魂
Leave me bare and so exposed.
留我一人赤裸地暴露在這世界上
And as I sort through all this mess,
當我整理好這些混亂時
That's always jumbled in my head.
我的腦海總是亂七八糟的
I am ashamed of who I am,
我為我是誰而慚愧
A wayward son, a wayward man.
一個任性的兒子，一個任性的人
And I'll find,
然後我會發現，
That my heart is a traitor,
我的心是個叛徒
Inside,
在我心深處
Can you come and vindicate it?
你能來證明它嗎？
I wanna, wanna love you,
我想，我想要愛你
But I don't understand
但是我並不理解
Why my heart is a traitor.
為什麼我的心是個叛徒
I love what I can't stand.
我愛我所不能忍受的一切
I wanna, wanna follow all that youve ever said,
我想，我想要按照你說的所有話去做
But my Heart is a traitor.
但是我的心是個叛徒
I wanna be free of this.
我想要自由
Can you break me free of this?
但是你能讓我自由嗎
As I wait for the sunrise,
當我等待日出之時
I see a new and shining sky.
我看到了一片嶄新的發光的天空
And a night that's gone away,
夜晚已逝
I see so clearly my mistakes.
我看到我的錯誤是如此清晰
And as you reach deep in me,
當你到達我心靈深處
Show me what I wouldnt see.
請展示給我我不能看見的一切
And I am humbled by your touch,
而我因你的觸摸而謙卑
How could I ever be enough?
這怎麼可能足夠？
When I'll find,
當我發現，
That my heart is a traitor,
我的心是個叛徒
Inside,
在我心深處
Wont you come and vindicate it?
你不會來證明它嗎？
I wanna, wanna love you,
我想，我想要愛你
But I don't understand
但是我並不理解
Why my heart is a traitor.
為什麼我的心是個叛徒
I love what I can't stand.
我愛我所不能忍受的一切
I wanna, wannafollow all that youve ever said,
我想，我想要按照你說的所有話去做
But my Heart is a traitor.
但是我的心是個叛徒
I wanna be free of this.
我想要自由
Can you break me free of this?
但是你能讓我自由嗎
As these words come pouring out,
當這些話語傾倒出來時
I finally know what theyre about.
我終於知道他們是關於什麼的
About the God who conquers all,
關於能征服一切的上帝
Who Helps me stand when I can 't crawl.
當我不會爬時幫助我站立的那個人
And when I'm down on my face,
還有當我哭泣時，他在那裡
Because Ive chosen my own way.
因為我已經選擇了自己的路
And even though Ive done him wrong,
即使我傷他如此深
He is there with open arms.
他還在那裡，展開雙臂
When I'll find,
當我發現
That my heart is a traitor,
我的心是個叛徒
Inside,
在我心深處
Then He comes and vindicates it.
他會來然後證明它
I wanna, wanna love you,
我想，我想要愛你
(Oh yeah, yeah, oh)
（Oh yeah, yeah, oh）
But I don't understand
但是我並不理解
Why my heart is a traitor.
為什麼我的心是個叛徒
(My heart is a traitor)
（我的心是個叛徒）
I love what I can't stand.
我愛我所不能忍受的一切
I wanna, wanna follow all that youve ever said,
我想，我想要按照你說的所有話去做
(I wanna follow, everything, everything)
（我想遵守，一切，一切）
But my Heart is a traitor.
但是我的心是個叛徒
I wanna be free of this.
我想要自由
(I wanna be free of this)
（我想要從其中解脫）
Can you break me free of this?
但是你能讓我自由嗎？
(Can you break, can you break me free of this?)
（你能，你能讓我解脫嗎？）
I wanna be free of this.
我想要自由
(I wanna be free of this)
（我想要從其中解脫）
Can you break me free of this?
但是你能讓我自由嗎？
(Can you break, can you break me free of this?)
（你能，你能讓我解脫嗎？）