I Wanna Get Better (MTV Unplugged)

Hey I hear the voice of a preacher from the back room
Calling my name and I follow just to find you
I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
And Ive trained myself to give up on the past cause
I frozen time between hearses and caskets
Lost control when I panicked at the acid test
I wanna get better
While my friends were getting high
And chasing girls down parkway lines
I was losing my mind because the love
The love the love the love the love
That I gave wasted on a nice face
In a blaze of fear I put a helmet on a helmet
Counting seconds through the night and got carried away
So now Im standing on the overpass screaming at myself
Hey I wanna get better
I didnt know I was lonely til I saw your face
I wanna get better better better better
I wanna get better
I didnt know I was broken til I wanted to change
I wanna get better better better better
I wanna get better
To my room and theres girls on the ceiling
Cut out their pictures and I chase that feeling
Of an eighteen year old who didnt know what loss was
Now Im a stranger
And I miss the days of a life still permanent
Mourn the years before I got carried away
So now Im staring at the interstate screaming at myself
Hey I wanna get better
I didnt know I was lonely til I saw your face
I wanna get better better better better
I wanna get better
I didnt know I was broken til I wanted to change
I wanna get better better better better
I wanna get better
Cause Im sleeping in the back of a taxi
Im screaming from my bedroom window
Even if its gonna kill me
You know that I woke up this morning early before my family
From this dream she was trying to show me
How a life can move from the darkness
Yeah she said to get better
So I put a bullet where I should put a helmet
And I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away
Thats why Im standing on the overpass screaming at myself
Hey I wanna get better
I didnt know I was lonely til I saw your face
I wanna get better better better better
I wanna get better
I didnt know I was broken til I wanted to change what
I wanna get better better better better
I wanna get better