In My Head

In my head
在我的腦海裡
Let it begin
就讓它開始吧
Push it away but it's pulling me in
本想推開卻事與願違
Trying to pretend
試著去佯裝
I'm not aware when it do it again
我不知道何時會再度襲來
I know the signs
我知道這種種跡象
I see the pattern in front of my eyes
我看到眼前的圖案
Something inside me opening wide
我的心門有些敞開
Stretching and coming alive
伸展開來逐漸活躍
I can't stop it when it starts
一旦開始我就難以阻止
Trying not to fall apart
努力不讓自己崩潰
Building up until it all goes dark
壯大自身直到一切陷入黑暗
In my head I can feel it getting closer
在我的腦海裡我能感覺到它愈發靠近
In my head breathing heavy on my shoulder
在我的腦海裡沉重的呼吸就在我肩上
And I'm trying to fake it
我在試著佯裝
But there's no way to escape it
卻注定無法逃避
In my head buried underneath the noises
在我的腦海裡充斥著噪音
In my head there's a million little voices
在我的腦海裡有無數星星點點的聲音
Saying you' ll never make it
對我說你永遠不會成功
And there's no way to escape it
注定無法逃避
In my head
在我的腦海裡
Coming around
即刻到來
Thoughts are intruding I'm pushing them down
思緒紛擾我將其壓下
Stopping it now
此刻就停止
Blocking out in fact I'm blacking it out
盡數屏蔽其實我在努力忘卻
Holding too tight
卻緊攥於心
Kidding myself turning wrong into right
自欺欺人地將錯誤化為正確
Thief in the night
夜裡的竊賊
I been the one putting gas in the lights
是我使一切真相大白
I can't stop it when it starts
一旦開始我就難以阻止
Trying not to fall apart
努力不讓自己崩潰
Building up until it all goes dark
壯大自身直到一切陷入黑暗
In my head I can feel it getting closer
在我的腦海裡我能感覺到它愈發靠近
In my head breathing heavy on my shoulder
在我的腦海裡沉重的呼吸就在我肩上
And I'm trying to fake it
我在試著佯裝
But there's no way to escape it
卻注定無法逃避
Cause I'm swirling in the panic of
因為我在信心動搖的恐慌中
A shaken confidence
來回打轉
No I don't have an answer when
不我也沒有答案
The questions don't make sense
當問題都毫無意義
In my head I can feel it getting closer
在我的腦海裡我能感覺到它愈發靠近
In my head breathing heavy on my shoulder
在我的腦海裡沉重的呼吸就在我肩上
And I'm trying to fake it
我在試著佯裝
But there's no way to escape it
卻注定無法逃避
In my head buried underneath the noises
在我的腦海裡充斥著噪音
In my head there's a million little voices
在我的腦海裡有無數星星點點的聲音
Saying you'll never make it
對我說你永遠不會成功
And there's no way to escape it
注定無法逃避
In my head
在我的腦海裡