caffeine and dopamine

I got nightmares that are better than
昨夜又一次被夢魘纏繞
Everything that's going on
但其實夢比現實要美好
Turning off my 4 alarms
按掉聒噪煩人的鬧鈴
Checking every single one
隨意翻看著手機裡的信息
Instagram is blowing up
社交軟件的消息多到爆炸
Realize black mirror was
黑暗的現實正在打碎
Deflecting all my images
我所有不切實際的幻想
I know I can change
我知道我可以改變這一切
I'm addicted to this fantasy
但我已然無法自拔
Of living in a battery
迷失在電子產品所創造的幻想之中
Away from possibilities
遠離所有積極的可能性
Just take it I don' t want to be
只能渾渾噩噩地過著潦草的生活
Caffeine and dopamine they
咖啡因和多巴胺
Get me through the ****in' day
支撐我度過這糟糕的日子
It gets me week to week
一周又一周地重複著
How the hell am I supposed to care about you?
對你我該如何是好？
They tell me
他們都勸我
Follow everything you love
讓我追隨你愛的一切
It'll work itself out
讓我不要強求，順其自然
Take on every challenge
鼓起勇氣去迎接每一個挑戰
Don't you let it bring you down
你不能就這樣被一點小事打倒
What am I supposed to do ?
我到底該如何是好？
Moving out the backroom
離開充滿頹喪氣息的臥室
I don't see the gain
可我看不到任何改變
I'm just taking up the volume
只能帶著耳機調大音量來逃避
Am I tricked into this fantasy
沉浸在幻想中自我欺騙
The wasted opportunities
白白地浪費掉機會
Away from integrity
逐漸殘缺，不再完整
Just take it I don't want to be
只能踟躕在空虛無比的生活中
Caffeine and dopamine they
咖啡因和多巴胺
Get me through the ****in' day
支撐著我度過糟糕的日子
It gets me week to week
一周又一周地重複
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?
對你我無法正確抉擇
Caffeine and dopamine they
咖啡因和多巴胺
Get me through the ****in' day
麻痺著我腦子裡的糟糕念頭
It gets me week to week
支撐我度過一周又一周
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?
對你我無法正常思考
Am I tricked into this fantasy
只能在幻想中自欺自騙
The wasted opportunities
浪費著所有可能的機會
Away from integrity
沒有你的日子是黑白色
Or if you take it
我也不再是完整的我