aftermath

I moved away and changed my number and when I did it
I hoped that cutting you off would make me feel different
I know I'm weaker than I probably seem
I can't lie I blame you for everything
All pins and needles when I meet somebody new and I
Get all choked up whenever they ask about you and I
Feel so pathetic and I wanna scream
I can't lie I blame you for everything
I think you know exactly what I mean
You really ****ed me up
Screaming at my mirror like I'm ****ing drunk
Question who I am and what I could have done
'Cause you're the one who told me that you were in love
You really ****ed me up
Close my eyes can't think of anything but us
Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough
But you're the one who told me that you were in love
Try to forget how you could never meet me in the middle
How all the pain that you inflicted made me feel so little
A little tired of remembering
I can't lie I blame you for everything
You'd change so quick you'd start a fight and make me say I'm sorry
Made me look like a ****ing idiot at every party
You made me sick it's so embarrassing
I can't lie I blame you for everything
I think you know exactly what I mean
You really ****ed me up
Screaming at my mirror like I'm ****ing drunk
Question who I am and what I could have done
'Cause you're the one who told me that you were in love
You really ****ed me up
Close my eyes can't think of anything but us
Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough
But you're the one who told me that you were in love
You really ****ed me up
Screaming at my mirror like I'm ****ing drunk
Question who I am and what I could have done
'Cause you're the one who said that you were in love