Happy

Drop my body flat into the grave you dug
將我的身軀平放在你挖好的墓穴之中
Go wear the suit that you picked out for both of us
去換上那件你為我倆挑選的那套衣服
If it makes you happy
如果那讓你寬慰一些
If it makes you happy
如果那讓你快樂一點

是呀
Yeah, uh
我一直都在嘗試著找到讓自己更加真實方法
I been tryna find a way to feel like I'm myself
但每一天我所做的僅僅就是在破壞自己的健康
Every single day I'm just ruining my health
你打破了我生活的平衡，讓我彷佛置身煉獄
You threw off my balance made my life a living hell
但是我鎖緊心房，不尋求任何幫助
But I kept it locked inside and I never asked for help
你把我的心撕成一片一片到底有什麼吸引
What's your attraction with breaking my heart into fragments
然後又像個癮君子一樣將碎片擺成一行
And smashing them all in a line like an addict
我受夠了，別再來了
I've had it , I'm done
我在一聲槍響中尋覓到了樂趣
I found my happiness right in the blast of a gun
如果那會使你開心

Ohhh，ohh
If it makes you happy
如果那會讓你感到解脫
Ohoh ohh
Ohoh，Ohh
If it makes you happy
我像一個服務生一樣伺候你
Ohoh ohh
我厭倦了等待

我厭倦了我所有的時間都付之東流
I catered to you like a waiter
有一個人告訴了我所有的真相，叫我面對它們
I'm tired of waiting
每晚都是一次實驗，遠離所有的化學物質
I'm tired of all of my time being wasted
你將我分解成最小的小數
On someone who told me to take all the facts and then face them
現在我失去一個鈍器和一些食物
Every night's an experiment, off of the chemicals
沒有你的愉快和一種難以置信的感受，yeah
You broke me down to the smallest of decimals
如果那樣使你快樂
Now I'm lost off a blunt and some edibles
如果真是這樣
Happy without you and feeling incredible, yeah
如果那樣會讓你感到解脫

我僅僅是像
If it makes you happy
我已經厭倦了為這種貨色日夜操勞
If it makes you
他們不會付諸行動，他們不會，也不會在乎你的努力
If it makesyou happy
他們根本不在乎

而現在，愛情它什麼都不是
And I'm just like
這是值得奮鬥，之後甚至會獲取成功的
I' m tired of bending over backwards for people that just
但它是那樣的虛假和不真實
They don't put in effort and they don't,they don't give a ****
我累了
They don't care
說實話，我真的受夠了
And nowadays it's like love isn't even something
That's worth striving or fighting for or even acheiving
It just seems fake and unauthentic
And im tired
And honestly, I'm done