wolves ATT和door

It looks like I found heaven
我好像找到天堂了，
Its on the tip of my tounge
就在我嘴邊卻說不出來。
And it reminded me of
這讓我想起了，
Whoa, the times I was young
哇哦，我年輕的時候，
Im catching rain in my open mouth
張著嘴迎接天上飄落的雨點。
I used to smile til the day I found out
我以前經常微笑，直到那天我發現，
I have no idea who the hell Ive become
我根本不知道我變成了什麼，
Its not who I was
這不是曾經的我！
Its not who I love
這不是曾經我愛的一切！
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novacaine
我想要沉身於安慰劑的海洋裡，
I wanna burn on a beach where the sand
我想要在沙灘上燃燒，
As thousands of needles poking at my skin
那兒成千上萬的沙子像針一樣扎進我的皮膚。
I lie in bed to the sound
我躺在床上能聽到，
Of the wolves at my door
門前狼群的動靜。
They are speaking in tounges
它們說著狼語，
Oh, they join on my floor
哦，它們的腳步聲越來越近，
I never thought it would come to this
我從未料想到事情會發展成這樣。
Eyes more yellow than my own piss
它們黃色的眼睛，顏色比我的尿液還要純正。
Theyre making rounds
它們兜著圈，
Just to even the score
只為複仇而來。
Just open the door
把門打開！
Just open the door
把門打開！
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novacaine
我想要沉身於安慰劑的海洋裡，
I wanna burn on a beach where the sand
我想要在沙灘上燃燒，
Is littered with razorblades
沙子裡被丟滿了剃刀刀片，
Littered with razorblades, blades
丟滿了剃刀刀片，刀片，
Littered with razorblades
丟滿了剃刀刀片。
I cant hold on
我堅持不住了，
The path is clear
路已經很明顯了。
Im giving up
我要放棄了，
Its been building for years
已經積累了有年頭了。
Theres wolves at the door
門外有狼，
I wont hide here in fear
我不會恐懼的躲在這裡。
Wolves at the door
狼就在門口，
I look at myself
我看看自己，
And the things that Ive done
和我所做過的每一件事，
So away far from you
離你是那麼的遠，
We went into the sun
而我們曾如此親密。
I forgave myself for all of my mistakes
我原諒我自己所犯下所有的過錯。
When will I learn
什麼時候我才會知道
When will I
什麼時候我
When will I burn
什麼時候我才會燃燒

我想要沉身於安慰劑的海洋裡，
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novacaine
我想要在沙灘上燃燒，
I wanna burn on a beach where the sand
沙子裡被丟滿了剃刀刀片。
Is littered with razorblades
我放棄了那麼多，
I gave up so much
所以屬於我的時間才會到來。
So when my time would come
烏雲終會吞噬，
The black clouds would swallow
冒著火焰的地獄入口。
This flaming Hell-hole
有時候我感覺到我要失去自己的靈魂了，
Sometimes I feel like Im losing my soul
但那至少那意味著，
Atleast that means
終究我還擁有著靈魂。
I still have a soul after all