Suitcase and a Passport

I met this girl at my show
She went from standing front row
To laying down on my flow
She sucked me right out my soul
She put me all on her posts
She told the world she ****** Token
But Ben was there all alone
Little did she know
Aye, sometimes when my mom wanna come to shows
Says she hasnt seen her son for a couple months or so
But I made the plan to be backstage with some hoes
Even if mom get sad Ima tell her no
See, Im a different man on the road
Even ask my homies who were there on the road
Fresh merch money in my bag, on the road
Ima probably blow and have to go back on the road
Tour managers name is Lee
One *** **** job, cater to me
Good amount of money that I pay him a week
But I still cant tell if you love or hate me
Making money, never let the money make me
But Im paranoid about all of the money they see
So I hide it in my pillowcase when I go to sleep
Least I know Ill be smiling if they suffocate me
These girls always think Im richer than I am, so I go with it
Asking me what celebrities Ive met at shows and its
Usually a lot less than they suppose it is
So I make up some s**t til the chick is like, 'no kidding'
Even when they ask for my real name I dont give it
When I tell my friends that they think Im so tripping
Chick named Marie stole my chain in Winnipeg
Ever since then , I guess I dont trust no b*****s
Later that tour I had a show in Halifax
Couldnt find my wallet and the tele
And this girl was feeling sketchy
So, shes the one I started snapping at
She freaked out on me then I found it in my backpack
I was like, 'My bad' , she was like, '**** you!'
I was like, 'Where you goin?', she was like, '**** you!'
I wouldve felt bad but I didnt have time to
I had another girl who was trying to come through
Thats just tour life, how its affecting you?
Girls, new place, new plus the revenue
Every time I leave home, mama says to call her
Every chance I get but I never do
I tell her its because I lost my voice from the show
Really, its because I dont know if shell recognize it
Lees telling me what not to do when alone
But, lyrics are the only thing Im memorizing
Best place to put the merch first thing that we look for
Merch guy got a piece of paper that he put the totals in
I read it so much, Im feeling like a bookworm
Cant talk about this s**t up on a single
My manager say, 'Put your best foot first'
But my best night was a threesome in London
Back of the tour bus and me and my homie took turns
Then one of the chicks boyfriends banging on the door
So damn heated
She didnt care so I opened the window and told him, '************ beat it'
Flashback, sophomore year
My homie, Colin, he was ******* with a chick who had a boyfriend
I told him to stop because karmas real
Now look at me, how does that feel?
It feel like its supposed to
Cheating, new city with a bigger chip on my shoulder
Marie stole my tame, ***** you think you slick, dont ya?
This the reason I didnt feel the same when I woke up
This the reason I *** * with my girl until we broke up
But its what I asked for
If I wanted true love then I shouldve asked more
Had a lot of new friends on my last tour
The only ones that stuck with me? Suitcase and a passport