U Should Have Killed Me When U Had the Chance

So I say goodbye to a town that has ears and eyes
I can hear you whispering as I walk by
Familiar faces smiling back at me and I knew
This would make them change
The only thing thats going to bother me
Is that youll all call yourselves my friends
Why cant you look me in the eyes one last time?
The writings on the wall, youve read that Ill be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that Ill come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where Im meant to be, please dont leave me
Ive read these stories a thousand times, and now Ill rewrite them all
Youre meddling in an anger you cant control
She means the world to me, so hold your serpent tongue
Is a whores lies worth dying for? Ill just take my time
The only thing thats going to bother me
Is that youll all call yourselves my friends
Why cant you look me in the eyes one last time?
The writings on the wall, youve read that Ill be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that Ill come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where Im meant to be, please dont leave me
I walked into your house this morning
I brought the gun from our end table
Your blood was strewn across the walls
Theyll find you on your bathroom floor when Im done
But should I write it all off?
You should have killed me when you had the chance