threshold

What's it like to be free
Cause i don't feel like i'm me
Puffin' six grams a week
Write some bars, make a beat
Fall asleep & repeat
Fall asleep & repeat
What's it like to be free
Cause my minds tellin' me
That i just gotta leave
Fuckin' stagnant as can be
The sun shines but not on me, know what i mean
I've been just fine in my reclusive mind & i
Know if i try i could
Reach for the sky &
I wanna just die
But the power inside is just
Too fuckin much
I've been tackling everything in my crutch
The devil is waiting for me to give up
& My savior is you baby, you lift me up
You make me feel like a god
Conquer the world with my squad
Travel abroad & i know that you think its so odd
That the emo kid rantin is who they applaud
I like the way that you speak when i act like a freak
Get inside of your jeans
Yeah you hauntin' my dreams
& My conscience stay clear when you lay in my sheets
Imma love you forever, forever we'll be
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
Hope you know how i feel
Cause the love is surreal
Baby you make me feel
Everything that i feel
Giving my life appeal
Now i think that i'm real
I don't know how to speak
Cause your lips make me weak
When they land on my cheek
404's how i peak
Make me feel obsolete
Crawl in my brain & just pick at the knots
I am so fucking sick of suicidal thoughts
& The rain is insane crashing down like these shots
Washed away with the pain & the seven red dots
Smoking some pot, trust i will not
My own worst enemy lies in my cot
I'm just a boy who's been blockin' his shot
& My mind is an ocean of chapters & plots
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been i've been actin' like an asshole