Im on the subway
我在地鐵上
Make me feel Im going somewhere
讓我覺得我要去某個地方
Dont even know where Im stopping
我都不知道我要停在哪裡
Dont even have anything to believe in
甚至沒有什麼可以相信的
I think I just need a break
我想我只是需要休息一下
Find me an eternal rest
給我一個永恆的安息
Next time Im stepping in front of my train
下一次我站在我的火車前面
Tried to get stronger myself but I cant
我試著自己變得更強壯但我做不到
I know i want to but losing my brain
我知道我想但我失去了我的大腦
Every late night confession make me like going insane
每一次深夜的懺悔都讓我瘋狂
I fought with my demons they killed who I am
我和我的惡魔戰鬥他們卻殺了我
I thought they would listen but all got the same
我以為他們會聽的，但結果都一樣
Even popped pills make the process go faster
即使是過多的藥物也能加快這個過程
Cheap thrills make the host wont suffer
廉價的刺激使我不再受苦
Conscious spirit aint got awareness
有意識的靈魂卻沒有思想
Of the pretentious smile I wear it
我戴著它裝模作樣地微笑
Whats poppin,
我怎麼了
Too much sleep pills popped in
安眠藥太多了
I think my life is fading
我想我的生命正在消逝
i think my mind is shaking
我想我的心在顫抖
whatever it will take in
不管它會帶來什麼
im trying to breathe
我試著呼吸
catching the end of the chance
抓住機會的盡頭
catching myself in the rain
我在雨中
nobody heard of my name
沒人聽說過我的名字
nobody cared bout my tears
沒人在乎我的眼淚
Me And Myself