It's Been So Long (Aviators Remix)
I don't know what I was thinking
我不知道自己到底在想些什麼
Leaving my child behind
把我的孩子留在我的身後
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
現在，我受到了詛咒；現在，我再看不見光明
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
這些憤怒，內疚還有那種憂傷
Coming to haunt me forever
永遠地來糾纏我
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
我無法再去等待那河流盡頭的懸崖
Is this revenge I am seeking
它就是我一直在尋找著的報仇機會
Or seeking someone to avenge me
或者又是我在尋找一些人替我複仇
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
我被困在自己的悖論裡，我想要追逐那種自由
Maybe I should chase and find
但也許我需要不斷地追尋
Before they'll try to stop it
在他們嘗試把它停下來之前
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
距離我變成一個傀儡，很快了吧
It's been so long
已經過去這麼久了啊
Since I last have seen my son
自從我最後一次見到我的骨肉
Lost to this monster
輸給了這個怪物
To the man behind the slaughter
給那場屠殺幕後的那個人
Since you've been gone
既然你已經走了
I've been singing this stupid song
我將永遠永遠唱著這首愚蠢的歌謠
So I could ponder
所以我才可以思考這一切
The sanity of your mother
思考你的母親目前暫時的健全
I wish I lived in the present
我希望我可以活在當前這個世界裡
With the gift of my past mistakes
和我之前給出的錯誤的禮物一起
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
但是未來總是有像魅惑的蛇一樣的誘惑
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile
你可愛的小小眼睛與那個微笑
Is all I remember
就是我所能銘記的所有
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
那些模糊的記憶擾亂了我的所有
Justification is killing me
理由是它們將要殺了我
But killing isn' t justified
但是殺人這種行為是沒有任何道理的
What happened to my son, I'm terrified
在我的兒子身上發生了什麼，我十分害怕
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps getting bigger
他徘徊在我的思想與心靈裡並慢慢壯大
I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there
我很抱歉我可愛的寶貝，我希望我能一直處在那裡
It's been so long
已經過去這麼久了啊
Since I last have seen my son
自從我最後一次看到我的骨肉
Lost to this monster
輸給了這個怪物
To the man behind the slaughter
給那場屠殺幕後的那個人
Since you've been gone
既然你已經離開了
I've been singing this stupid song
我將永遠永遠唱著這首愚蠢的歌謠
So I could ponder
所以我才可以思考這一切
The sanity of your mother
思考你的母親目前暫時的健全
It's been so long
已經過去這麼久了啊
Since I last have seen my son
自從我最後一次看到我的骨肉
Lost to this monster
輸給了這個怪物
To the man behind the slaughter
給那場屠殺幕後的那個人
Since you've been gone
既然你已經走了
I've been singing this stupid song
我將永遠永遠唱著這首愚蠢的歌謠
So I could ponder
所以我才能夠思考這一切
The sanity of your mother
思考你的母親目前暫時的健全