tomorrow

Ever since I moved to LA
Its always been 'hurry and wait'
'Worry and wait'
And theres always so much on my plate
Feels like Im feeding my words with all my mistakes
And something is wrong with my timing
Too early, too late to the party
So Ill call an Uber to take me home again

Now that I got my own place it feels like its harder to breathe
With all of the space
And I dont wanna push me away
I should be proud of myself
So why do I hate that
Im sorry for saying 'Im sorry'
Right now even I wouldnt want me
But maybe tomorrow I might feel whole again
At home again
I dont care what I tell me
Always find ways to judge me
Maybe its me, maybe Im scared
Maybe Im caught outta line
Thought that by now Id be fine

But Im busy chasing tomorrow
Im eating and sleeping and breathing and living tomorrow
Got me thinking that it would be different if it was tomorrow
Im hoping and pleading that I might feel better tomorrow
But when is tomorrow?

Im losing track of the time
Like missing the fall when its just the start of July
I cant get out of my mind
With all of the days and the moments just passing me by
And I know that I might sound dramatic
But I wanna feel things when they happen
I just wish I could live in the present for once

I dont care what I tell me
Always find ways to judge me
Maybe its me, maybe Im scared
Maybe Im caught outta line
Thought that by now Id be fine

But Im busy chasing tomorrow
Im eating and sleeping and breathing and living tomorrow
Got me thinking that it would be different if it was tomorrow
Im hoping and pleading that I might feel better tomorrow
But when is tomorrow?

But Im busy chasing tomorrow
Im eating and sleeping and breathing and living tomorrow
Got me thinking that it would be different if it was tomorrow
Im hoping and pleading that I might feel better tomorrow
But when is tomorrow?