Used To Be

I don't know how to finish what's begun
Or how long I might wonder if it's done
Windows open when the doors are all closed
But if you step through, you might forget the way back home
I was drawn, I was taken over Rubicons
All the while never realized I was gone
Windows opened when the doors were all closed
I stepped through them and now I forget the way back home
Someone introduce me to the man I used to be
I can feel him struggling deep inside of me
I swear if it takes until my dying day
That somehow I will find my way again
I have faltered, I have sacrificed, everything I once held dear
Windows opened when the doors were all closed
I stepped through them and lost my way
Somehow I know I'll be back again – I know I can save myself
Someone introduce me to the man I used to be
I can feel him struggling deep inside of me
I swear if it takes until my dying day
That somehow I will find my way
I will find I'm back again the man I used to be
I will find I'm reconciled with what I've hoped to be
I'll build a bridge to what I've lost
And I will find my way, back home again