Am I Getting Through (Pt.1 & 2)

[Part I]

I am strong
我堅強
I am able
且有能力
I spill milk on your table
我撒了牛奶在你的桌上
Then I crawl like a baby
然後我像個寶寶一樣蹣跚
Just to see if you save me
只是想看你會不會幫我
I am sweet
我可愛
I am ugly
同時醜陋
I am mean if you love
我可以變得刻薄如果你喜歡的話
I'll try hard just to please you
我竭盡全力只為取悅你
When I say I don't need you
同時也會說我不需要你
I dress up with a conscience
當我覺得你在看的時候
When I think you'll be watching
我會故意打扮得更精心
I say all the right things
我在陳述事實
I don't know what I mean
但我卻不知道我在說什麼
Am I
我是否
Am I
我是否
Getting Through
我是否把話講清楚了
Am I
你是否
Am I
你是否
Getting Through
你是否聽懂了我在表達什麼
I am ignorant and rude
我很無知而且無禮
I am fashionably crude
而且粗俗得很
And sometimes when it's quiet
但當一切都平靜下來時
I'm an angel in white
我又能變得像一個清純的天使
When I pose in the mirror
當我在鏡子前擺弄姿態時
I want everyone near me
我想要所有人都在看著我
I am scared that I'm weird
我有點怕自己像個怪人
I'm afraid I am queer
我很害怕自己太奇怪
I am lovely and weak
我又可愛又柔弱
I am foul when I speak
但當我開口時又會很粗俗
I am strange when I'm kind
當我表現和善時會很奇怪
I am frying my mind
我覺得我快瘋了
Am I
我是否
Am I
我是否
Getting Through
我是否把話講清楚了
Am I
你是否
Am I
你是否
Getting Through
你是否聽懂了我在表達什麼
I don't care, I don't care
我已經不在乎了
Jesus loves me I know
我知道上帝愛我
For my mom told me so
因為我媽媽是這麼跟我說的
I'm a loser at love
我是個情場中的敗家
I'm a flower in the mud
我是帶著泥土的花朵
Am I
我是否
Am I
我是否
Getting Through
我是否把話講清楚了
Am I
你是否
Am I
你是否
Getting Through
你是否聽懂了我在表達什麼
Am I
我是否
Am I
我是否
Getting Through
我是否把話講清楚了
[Part II]

Don't you hate it
你不討厭
When the money starts to running out
沒錢的日子嗎
Your esoteric rants
你深奧的咆哮
Were made to twist and shout
被扭曲了
I heard you moved
我聽說你搬家了
Now you're hangin on the Moulin Rouge
現在你在紅磨坊裡廝混
Don't you know no matter where you go
但難道你不知道無論你走到哪
Somebody's always watching you
都總會有眼睛在盯著你嗎
That's what they say
他們是這麼說的
That's what they say
他們是這麼說的
When the pages fade the love you made
當翻頁時
Will seem one hundred light years away
你的愛將會像一百光年之外一般
That's what they say
他們都是這麼說的
That's what they say
他們都是這麼說的