In denial
No, my lifes a trial
Im not denying that every little bit hurts
Its a problem
that Im not solving
Dont mind admitting
I feel like quitting this job
For a while
Getting away
before it gets any worse
today
Your in denial
and that is final
Your not admitting
you should be quitting
All these queens and fairies
and muscle Marys
The rough trade boyfriend
who in his pathetic own way denies hes gay
Why cant he see this is a fantasy
I think Im going mad
Howd you know if your going mad?
Look at me Im lonely
Look at me Im sad
Im not denying
I could be trying
a little harder
to deal with some of this stuff
Know what Im thinking
less drugs and drinking
No cigarettes
and youll feel a little less wort
Is that enough?
my life is absurd
Im living it upside down
Like a vampire working at night
Sleeping all day
A dad with a girl who knows hes gay
In Denial