60 (prod. by Mike Irish)

[Verse 1]
I dont know how to dance uh
Momma told me pull my pants up
So my style is kinda random
You dont know my life
You dont know my life
I aint have the newest Jordans
We could not afford them
When your the youngest of 5 kids
You gotta sacrifice
You gotta sacrifice
Used to want to be the man
Get an ovation when I stand
Till I realized I was walking like you
Gotta make my own footprints in the sand
Had me ****** up like Diddy and the band
Identity crisis,
An overly nice kid,
Discovered the vices,
The liquor provided,
The *** I hide in,
Ive changed so much
So my memories priceless
Who am I?

[Pre Chorus 1]
Being in my 20s
Ive treated liquor as a way to free me of my insecurities
As though theres a better me I could only reach when intoxicated,
But thats not true
I control who I am…

[Chorus]
You can take me to the water
But Ill die if I drink
Gotta find my soul
Gotta find a place to think
What is me, If Im you?
What is black, if Im blue?
Theres a kink in the system
Gonna find my way through
Where I go?

[Verse 2]
I dont believe in God but
But I think its pretty obvious
Theres a higher being inside us
And every living thing
And every living thing
**** who you try to make me
You can pray if you wanna save me
If your force feed your bible
What does it really mean?
What does it really mean?
I mean cancers real
I mean cancer kills
I dont really care if I dont make it to 60
If heavens there you think Gods against me?
If our president can **** Lewinsky
Were all human,
Were all doomed then,
No ones perfect,
Dreams are lucid
I just try to be the best I can
So when i die Im not just pollution
On this fragile earth

[Pre Chorus 2]
I don't really follow any Gods or religions
Though I've always believed in a connection of between all life forms
But if there is a God,
I highly doubt it would fault me for not reading a book
Written by the hands of men

[Chorus]
You can take me to the water
But Ill die if I drink
Gotta find my soul
Gotta find a place to think
What is me, If Im you?
What is black, if Im blue?
Theres a kink in the system
Gonna find my way through
Where I go? Where I go?
Getting high, when Im low
Just a flake, in the snow
Where I go? Where I go?
Getting high, when Im low,
Just the frame and the snow

[Outro]
I hope Im not being too preachy about not being preachy (laugh)
It just comes out that way sometimes
I live a second life in my head
But lately Ive been tryna put the real one in perspective
You see, my mother turns 60 this year,
A number that she'll wear so well
And although she didn't live a perfect life
Shes one of the most beautiful souls I know
She believes in God but never pressured me to do anything thing
Other living a life with values and purpose
Because thats all you need really
So **** that other ********
And what they want you to think
We all have to find our own way to the light
And that light will not always be in the shadow of others thoughts
And often involves some bad decisions
But those decisions dont define you
Just live...