WTF Is Wrong With Me?

I been off the drugs
For the whole night
Pain it cuts me up
Till the sunlight
I can't go to sleep
Can't shut my eyes
Fk is wrong with me
Feel so numb inside
What the fk is wrong with me
I can't find my inner peace
I been lost all nineteen years
Just fk me up and let me bleed
Yeah baby pour me up
I don't wanna feel anything no more
I just wanna lie down maybe smoke some **** in my room
Let my demons in through the door
I know i'm a fk up
I know i'm a waste
I know you don't ever wanna see my fking face
And maybe it'll stay that way forever
Maybe imma drown in this rainy weather girl
Keep my heart sitting beside your bed
Let me in your dreams, let me in your head
You were my angel but lately you've been turning red
I've been feeling empty bout everything i'm alive but i'm still dead
I been off the drugs
For the whole night
Pain it cuts me up
Till the sunlight
I can't go to sleep
Can't shut my eyes
Fk is wrong with me
Feel so numb inside
What the fk is wrong with me
I can't find my inner peace
I been lost all nineteen years
Just fk me up and let me bleed