you dont love me

So long, I made my own excuses why we couldn't be
I think I purposely remember some things differently
There's still fingerprints on my body only I can see
From all the nights you held me, whispering things you didn't mean
I'm keeping us alive, how my mom brings you up
Feels like every conversation somehow relates to us
Back then, what was once a dream now only keeps me up
I gotta give this up
'Cause you don't love me
You just love the way I love you, I love you
Oh, baby, you don't want me
You just want the way I want you and I need you, yeah
Can't hate you if I tried
You set the night on fire
It's time to realize you'll never change
You don 't love me
You just love the way I love you, I love you, yeah
I've been walking down every lane of every memory
It ain't as colorful as I painted it out to be
I think a part of me just saw what I wanted to see
And I reflected on you what I felt inside of me
I'm keeping us alive, how my mom brings you up
Feels like every conversation somehow relates to us
Back then, what was once a dream now only keeps me up
I gotta give this up
'Cause you don't love me
You just love the way I love you, I love you
Oh, baby, you don't want me
You just want the way I want you and I need you, yeah
Can't hate you if I tried
You set the night on fire
It's time to realize you'll never change
You don't love me
You just love the way I love you, I loved you