Not Gonna Cry

I know its not supposed to be easy
我知道這並非易事
Pouring out the bottled up feelings
要說之事如哽在心
But I didn't think it would be this hard
但我認為這不是難如登天
Walking to school with a broken heart
徒步去學校就像心碎旅人
And the jacket around my waist feels stupid
腰間掛著夾克像傻子
I dont know why the hell we do this
我也不知道發什麼神經
Saying Im sorry like I'm the one
說句抱歉便是獨身
Whos picking us apart for fun
為了好玩才分開嗎
Why am I feeling like this?
為什麼感覺這樣
Why am I feeling like ****?
為什麼感覺想死
Why am I all in pieces?
為什麼我的靈魂像撕碎了一樣
I dont even need this, oh-oh
我甚至不需要這些，噢~
Why am I on the bedroom floor?
為什麼我躺在地上
With paranoia and painkillers
帶著偏執和痛癮
Washing away all these feeling
想要洗去這些所有的感覺
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
Im not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
Choking all these thoughts Im thinking
壓抑所有這些的想法
Youre a cigarette and Im quitting
你就是煙癮而我戒著
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
Im not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
You smell like cigarettes and perfume
你聞起來像雪茄香水
No one ****s me up like you do
沒人像你般讓我癲狂
And maybe you thought I would play along
也許你會以為我會陪你瘋下去
I rather be dancing on my own
我寧願獨自起舞
Do you really think that I'm stupid?
你真覺得我是傻B麼
Of course I heard all the rumors
當然是在聽到那些謠言之後
But all of the grenades you threw
你繼續對著我狂轟亂炸
They just made me bulletproof
但這都成了我的防彈衣
Im done with feeling like this
我感覺就是這樣
Done with feeling like ****
感覺像吃屎一樣
Done with being in pieces
感覺靈魂像撕碎了一樣
I don't even need this, oh-oh
我甚至不需要這些，噢~
Im done with laying on the floor
又一直躺在地上墮落
With paranoia and painkillers
帶著偏執和痛癮
Washing away all these feeling
想要洗去這些所有的感覺
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
Im not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
Choking all these thoughts Im thinking
壓抑所有這些的想法
You're a cigarette and Im quitting
你就是煙癮而我戒著
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
Im not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
Im not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
Im not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
Im not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭