[02:24,76]I hold on to a lot of s**t I need to let it go
[02:24,76]我保留了很多東西我需要放手
Heart broken and I' m staring at the moon light
我的心碎了我凝望著月光
Nothings helping so I'm hoping that this view might
沒有什麼可以幫到我所以我把希望寄託在這景色上
I don't wanna sinking in tonight
今晚我不想沉淪
So I crack a brew that's just what I have to do to get my mood right
所以我喝了點啤酒這正是我要做的讓自己的心情好起來
I don't understand who I'm even becoming
我甚至不知道自己會變成什麼樣
Don't know why my demons are always getting summoned
不知道為什麼我的惡魔總是被召喚
Man they make it so hard for me to let love in
他們讓我很難去愛
Don't know what I run from but I keep on running
不知道我從哪裡跑出來但我一直在跑
Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how
希望我能放慢腳步但我不知道怎麼做
If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out
如果你把你的心給我它將被扔掉
I stayed in the darkness even when I found light
即使我發現光明我也一直呆在黑暗中
F**king hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/like
真討厭這瓶酒所以我把它摔在地上
Why do I drink till I'm numb
為什麼我要喝酒直到麻木
Why do I smoke till it's done
為什麼我要抽煙直到抽完
Till I don't feel anything no more
直到我沒有任何感覺
I don't feel anything no more
我再也感覺不到
Saying why do I drink till I'm numb
為什麼我要喝酒直到麻木
Why do I smoke till it's done
為什麼我要抽煙直到抽完
Till I don't feel anything no more
直到我沒有任何感覺
I don't feel anything no more
我再也感覺不到
Feels like I don't fit in with society
感覺我不適應這個社會
They may not like who I am but I am me
他們可能不喜歡我但我是我
I don't never talk I'm sitting quietly
我從不說話我安靜地坐著
But my head is loud don't know how to settle down all the anxiety
但是我的頭一直在作響不知道如何平息所有的焦慮
I have always felt like I don't belong here
我一直覺得我不屬於這裡
It's been a long year it's been a long life
漫長的一年漫長的一生
Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright
厭倦了所有人說一切都會好起來的
Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night
他們幾乎不知道我整夜都在流淚
Everyone is who the f**k I need to stay away from
每個人都是我要遠離的人
I don't wanna feel s* *t I just wanna stay numb
我不想感到噁心我只是想保持麻木
I know that it's not right needa get my mind right
我知道這是不對的我需要好好想想
But for now I'm drunk high crying to the sky like/like
但是現在我喝醉了對著天空大哭
Why do I drink till I'm numb
為什麼我要喝酒直到麻木
Why do I smoke till it's done
為什麼我要抽煙直到抽完
Till I don't feel anything no more
直到我沒有任何感覺
I don't feel anything no more
我再也感覺不到
Saying why do I drink till I'm numb
為什麼我要喝酒直到麻木
Why do I smoke till it's done
為什麼我要抽煙直到抽完
Till I don't feel anything no more
直到我沒有任何感覺
I don't feel anything no more
我再也感覺不到
I don't wanna be like this forever though
我不想永遠像這樣
But it's harder than I'd like to show
但這比我想像中的要難
I make the small things seem bigger like I 'm looking through a microscope
我讓小東西看起來更大就像我在用顯微鏡觀察一樣
Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls
我失去了很多朋友還失去了幾個女孩
Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world
如果我想建立一個新的世界需要毫不留情
I know that I can change every day I am praying
我知道我可以改變每天我都在祈禱
Cause I don't wanna be a 80 year old man saying/saying
因為我不想成為一個80歲的男人
Why do I drink till I'm numb
為什麼我要喝酒直到麻木
Why do I smoke till it's done
為什麼我要抽煙直到抽完
Till I don't feel anythingno more
直到我沒有任何感覺
I don't feel anything no more
我再也感覺不到
Saying why do I drink till I'm numb
為什麼我要喝酒直到麻木
Why do I smoke till it's done
為什麼我要抽煙直到抽完
Till I don't feel anything no more
直到我沒有任何感覺
I don't feel anything no more
我再也感覺不到
I Don't Feel Anymore