I Wonder Why

Carry on
Look at my phone
Set it down
I'm all alone
Get my shoes
Take a breath
See your face
In everything
Out the door
Don't know what for
Maybe there is
Something more
I close my eyes
I travel miles
I'm still lost
I wonder why
I can't seem to get you out my head
Feel your kiss with every single breath
I've drank the wine
I've took the drugs
But nothing ever
Is enough
I don't eat
Haven't for days
Punish myself
In different ways
Maybe then
I'll finally know
What it was
That made you go
I look up
Into the sky
I ask myself
And I wonder why
I can't seem to get you out my head
Feel your kiss with every single breath
Me and my brother we were cool when we were younger
Until the pull of all that drugging took him under
Nothing could satisfy the darkness in his hunger
Yo 'cause first you feel the lightning go
But then you hear the thunder
It was louder than you ever could imagine
Couldn't fathomed the pain till the day you see it happen
Yo I was sitting in a shitty pub in Clapham
Trying to find a way to tame a fire breathing dragon like
I can't seem to get you out my head my head
Feel your kiss with every single breath single breath
I can't seem to get you out my head
Feel your kiss with every single breath