Again

Again I couldn’t keep the words that I have promised to myself
Again my mind is not like books I put in order in a shelf
Again I started every little step the wrong way round
right now I wouldn’t listen to my disharmonic sound
Why why why
Would I be talking to the person
Staring back at me
In the mirror
Why why why
Would I be talking to the person
Staring back at me
At all
Again I couldn’t settle in the traces I have left
Again I couldn’t let anyone closer to my chest
Again I would be taking peoples motion for some egocentric fading away
because
Skin is changing all the time
Because
Hope is rising all the time
Because
Glass is breaking all the time
Because
Plans are growing all time
Because
Humans failing all the time
Because
Tears are drying all the time
Because
Theres stories ending all the time
Because
Theres new beginnings all the time