Stan(Proga Remix)

Its always been about breaken.And both Im better than you with this
故事總是走向破碎而我兩者都比你好
And I am better than you will did. Now I finally find that
我比你做的好現在我終於找到了
Yeah this kid over here,you know
這裡有個孩子你可以想像
He may have more chicks and he may have better clothes,whatever
他或許會有更多的女孩也許更多的衣服無論如何
But he cannot do this like me.You know what I mean?
可是他不能這樣做你知道我的意思嗎
He cant write what Im writing right now.
他不可以寫下我現在寫下的東西

親愛的斯利姆我寫信給你但你未答复
Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still aint calling
我把我的地址姓名和電話留在了信末
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
秋天裡發了兩封信你肯定都沒有收到
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got em
可能是郵局或者什麼地方搞錯了
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
有時我總是把地址寫得很潦草
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em
但又能怎樣呢管它呢你的女兒好嗎
But anyways, ** ***** it, whats been up? Man hows your daughter?
我的女友也懷孕我就要做爸爸了
My girlfriends pregnant, too, Im bout to be a father
如果是女孩，你猜我會叫她什麼
If I have a daughter, guess what Ima call her?
我會給她起名邦尼
Ima name her Bonnie
我得知了你羅尼叔叔的事我很難過

我有一個朋友因為一個女人不要他自殺了
I read about your Uncle Ronnie, too, Im sorry
我知道你天天聽這種話但我真的是你的超級粉絲
I had a friend kill himself over some ******* who didnt want him
我甚至弄到了你和Skam一起做的地下音樂
I know you probably hear this everyday, but Im your biggest fan
我的房間貼滿了你的海報跟照片
I even got the underground *******t that you did with Skam
我喜歡你和Rawkus合作的音樂，那棒極了
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
無論怎樣我很希望你能看見這封信給我回信吧盡快回我我們只是聊聊而已
I like the **** ***t you did with Rawkus, too, that *******t was phat
只是聊個天我是你最忠誠的歌迷斯坦
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back
親愛的斯利姆你仍然沒有回复希望有機會你能回信
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan.This is Stan
希望有機會你能回信

我還沒生氣我只是認為你不給歌迷回复簡直太糟糕了
Dear Slim, you still aint called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
如果你不想在劇場外理我
I aint mad - I just think its ******* Up you dont answer fans
你可以不理但至少應該為馬修簽個名
If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your concert
那是我的弟弟他只有六歲
you didnt have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
我在該死的寒風中等了四個小時可你只是說了個不
Thats my little brother man, hes only six years old
這太太太糟糕了伙計那個小傢伙可是把你當成了他的偶像
We waited in the blistering cold for you
他想成為你一樣的人他比我更喜歡你
Four hours and you just said, 'No.'
我沒那么生氣我只是不喜歡被欺騙

記得我們在丹佛的相遇嗎你說如果我寫信
Thats pretty *******tty man - youre like his ******* idol
你會回信的我在某方面很像你
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
我也不知道我爸是誰
I aint that mad though, I just dont like being lied to
他總是背著我媽媽在外面鬼混而且還虐待她
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if Id write you
我能在你的歌裡看到自己
You would write back - see Im just like you in a way
所以在那些心情沮喪的日子裡我就飆著車漂著移聽著你的歌
I never knew my father neither
因為只有你的歌能幫我
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
我甚至在胸口紋上你的名字
I can relate to what youre saying in your songs
有時我也割開手腕看它到底能流多少血
So when I have a *******tty day, I drift away and put em on
那樣非常刺激那些痛處一陣陣向我襲來
Cause I dont really got *******t else so that *******t helps when Im depressed
看吧你說的什麼事都是對的我尊重你因為你告訴了我
I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
我女友開始嫉妒因為我24小時都在談論你

但她不像我一樣了解你沒人能
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
他們不會明白有著我們這樣成長經歷的人
Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
你一定要回信我是你永遠不能失去的最忠實的歌迷
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
你真誠的朋友，斯坦
My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/70
PS：
But she dont know you like I know you Slim, no one does
我們應該在一起的
She dont know what it was like for people like us growing up
親愛的從不理粉絲先生
You gotta call me man, Ill be the biggest fan youll ever lose
這將是我寄給你的最後一件包裹
Sincerely yours, Stan
六個月了你一個字都沒回我不配得到你的回信嗎
-- P.S.
我知道你收到了最近的兩封信
We should be together, too
我把地址寫得清清楚楚

這回是我要寄給你的磁帶我希望你能聽到
Dear Mister Im-Too-Good-To-Call-Or -Write-My-Fans,
我正在開車時速90km/h
Thisll be the last package I ever send your ass
嘿斯利姆我喝了五瓶伏特加你說我還能開車嗎
Its been six months and still no word - I dont deserve it?
你知道Phil Collins的一首歌“The Air In The Night'嗎
I know you got my last two letters;
講的是有一個人可以救另一個落水的人
I wrote the addresses on em perfect
但那傢伙沒有去救而菲爾看到了事件的全部過程然後在一場表演時落水者的鬼魂找上了他
So this is my cassette Im sending you, I hope you hear it
那有點像我們的這種情況你本可以救我
Im in the car right now, Im doing 90 on the freeway
但已經太晚了我早已服下了一千片安眠藥昏昏欲睡

我想要的只是一封該死的回信
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
我想讓你知道我從牆上撕下了你所有的照片
You know the song by Phil Collins, 'In the Air Tonight'
斯利姆我愛你我們本該在一起的想想吧
About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
而你卻毀了這一切我詛咒你也不安眠我會出現在你夢裡
But didnt, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
我會讓你在夢中尖叫著嚇醒
Thats kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
我希望你的良知將你一點點吞噬詛咒你離開我你就不能呼吸
Now its too late - Im on a 1000 downers now, Im drowsy
看看吧斯利姆閉嘴碧池我在說話呢
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
嘿斯利姆那是我的女友在後備箱中尖叫
I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
但我沒有切開她的喉嚨我只是把她綁了起來看吧我不像你一樣
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
因為窒息會讓她更痛苦而且她馬上也要死掉了
You ruined it now, I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it
好了該掛斷了我已經到橋上了
And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you SCREAM about it
噢見鬼我忘記了我怎麼才能把磁帶寄出去呢
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you cant BREATHE without me
我是一個黑人你知道這並不是什麼優勢在音樂上
See Slim,Shut up *******! Im trying to talk!
你也知道人們總是告訴我你不屬於.......

就像你不在這方面成功的全因你的膚色
Hey Slim, thats my girlfriend screaming in the trunk,
這才是重點可是他們看到了我也在唱同樣的東西
But I didnt slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I aint like you
而我卻沒有聽見任何人談起這些
Cause if she suffocates shell suffer more, and then shell die,too
Well, gotta go, Im almost at the bridge now
Oh *******t, I forgot, howm I supposed to send this *******t out?this ** *****t out..

I am non-white.You know,and this is predominant when with like music
You know,and people telling me that you dont belong...
Like,you will not succeed because of your this color
This is certain right,but they do see the same things that I am singing.
And I dont hear no one say anything about that