JEALOUS JOKER
VERSE1
VERSE1
現在一起回到那個愚蠢的時期
NOW LETS BACK TO THE SILLY AGE
雖說我不想承認
TELL ME THATS FAKE
但現在是否已經被荒廢已經太晚去做更好的自己
WAS I WASTE OR WAS IT TOO LATE TO BE GREAT
我沉寂了六個月
IVE BEEN SIX MONTHS SINKING
從未曾停止過幻想
BUT JUST CANT STOP DREAMING
但對生活已經麻木到底變成了行屍走肉還是像空氣一樣
I GOT AINT NO FEELING AM I ZOMBIE OR IM NOTHING
（一種植物）
DAMN！
我可能已經迷失了自我
I MIGHT TOTALLY LOST
看向鏡子中的真的是我自己嗎
LOST IN THE MIRROR
為什麼一個男孩會丟失了他的信念
SAW MYSELF NO THAT WASNT ME
放棄了他所追趕的他曾為之付出的一切
HOW DID A YOUNG BOY GIVE UP ALL HIS FAITH
他也想像銀河一般閃耀
THE WAY HE TRACE
永遠生活在幻想的世界裡
THE RACE HE PAY OUT ALL HIS TIME AND MIGHT
但都是胡扯
WELL HE MIGHT EXPECT THE DAY HE WILL SHINE LIKE GALAXY
一個局外人一事無成
BE A COOL BOY GROW UP LIVE IN THE FANTASY
像被遺棄的船舶像流浪狗一般
BUT THATS B**S**
多少個夜晚我曾反思我到底是誰怎麼做才是對的要成為怎麼樣的人才能受人歡迎
AINT NO FRIEND AINT NO GAIN
我也在努力
LIKE A DOFF SHIP LIKE A F*KIN LOST PUPPY
但這並不簡單仍有許多東西要克服
HOW MANY NIGHTS I SPEND THE TIME TO REFLECT WHAT IM WHAT RIGHT WHAT PERSON TO BE LIKE MAKE MY PEOPLE ADMIRE
你有沒有試過事情逐漸變得複雜讓你暈頭轉向讓你抓狂像快要失去目標生活變得無望事情無從下手
AND IM TRYIN TO CLIMB
但請相信生活並不總是那麼刻薄
BUT STILL GOT A LONG WAY TO GO
總會有你意想不到的驚喜發生
GOT THOUSAND PROBLEMS TO SOLVE
你拂去你的傷痛
HAVE U EVER SUFFERED WHEN THINGS COME CONFUSING JUST LIKE MAKE U FEEL DIZZY KNOW THAT IT WASNT EASY TO SOLVE DRIVING U CRAZY
所以振作起來吧
THE TARGET SEEM TO BE MISSING LIKE Ur LIFE BECOME HOPELESS DONT KNOW WHERE U SHOULD STARTED UhUh
堅定你的信念
BUT PLEASE TRUST ME LIFE ISNT ALWAYS THAT HARSH
擦乾眼淚重新出發
SOMETIMES IT WOULD HAPPEND SOMTHING LIKE A SWEET BOMB
VERSE2
ALL THE PAIN WOULD BE WASHED
我感覺不太好感覺很困惑
PICK UP THE THINGS Uve LOST
看起來光鮮亮麗實則更多的是落魄
WIPE Ur TEARS MOVE Ur FEETS
有時候甚至不知道我到底要說什麼要去做什麼我應該有什麼情緒
KEEP THE TRUTH IN Ur HEART
回想我的人生似乎並不如意如果你真的了解我你會知道不開心貫穿著我的生活接受不了但卻無能為力
VERSE2
所以我總是寄希望於我喜歡的人希望他們能撫慰我的心
I AINT FEEL RIGHT I WAS SO CONFUSE I MEAN
我知道這很可悲
GOT SOME HIGH TIME BUT LOW TIMEs MORE I MEAN
只有懦夫才會做這樣的事
SOMETIMES I CANT UNDERSTAND WHAT IM GONNA SAY WHAT IM GONNA DO
我知道所以我一直在嘗試改變
WHAT EMOTIONS SHOULD I HAVE I MEAN
但是我只能在這首歌裡無能狂怒
THINKIN ABOUT MY LIFE TIME UNCOMFORTABLE IF U KNOW ME U SHOULD KNOW THAT UNHAPPINESS RUNS THROUGH MY LIFE AND I CANT HELP WITH THAT
跟別人有隔閡的感覺真的很糟糕
I JUST CANT FACE THE FACT
我曾有許多藍圖但如今已成雲煙
ALL I CAN DO IS PLACE THE HOPE ON SOMEONE I LOVE CUZ I NEED SMOOTH WELL I KNOW
我似乎永遠也跨不過這道坎
THATs A TRAGEDY
因此我需要一些東西來把我拉出這泥潭使我精神振奮
THE WAY THEY DID WHOs COWARDICE
所以我決定重新拿起麥克風
I KNOW I UNDERSTAND IT AND SPEND MY LIFE TIMEs TRYNA CHANGE IT BUT
為了讓我找一個地方來存放我的心聲
I COULD ONLY TELL THIS F**KIN STORY IN SUCH A SAD SONG WITH MY GRIEF AND ANGRY
因為我需要聆聽者
THATs SUCH A BAD FEELIN CUZ I BUILD A WALL
I GOT LOTS OF BLUEPRINT NOW I SEE IS SMOKE
I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET OVER THIS HUMP TO GET OUT THIS SLUMP
BUT I NEED SOMETHING TO PUT ME OUT THIS DUMP
AND I JUST NEED THAT SPARK TO GET PSYCHED BACK UP
SO I DECIDE JUST TO PICK THAT MIC BACK UP
IN ORDER FOR ME TO CURE WHEN THE SONG TURNS UP
CUZ ALL I NEED IS U GUYS TO LISTEN UP
JEALOUS JOKER(p+FaunmU)