Take Me Or Leave

My life had always been a game
I never learned how to play
Hid from me every day
Because Ive see some horrible things
And thanks to memory
I doubt they ever leave
And all my friends are like chameleons
Theyre into shape shifting and
I dont trust anything
I blame the jealousy, the insecurity
But that is such a waste as up today all that *** * changes
I dont care any more
If its okay with you
Ill be the judge of me and you can just peace
And I dont care any more
I watched some porno girl
Ill take a pill or two if
I wanna chill
Im gonna pour another vodka drink
And I dont care what you think
Everyones on something
And can you find mister
Popular But crack him open girl and youll find something wrong
If I could cure insecurity
How ****ing rich would be?
Id sell it all to you and then youd leave
But I dont care any more
If its okay with you
Ill be the judge of me and you can just peace
And I dont care any more
I watched some porno girl
Ill take a pill or two if
I wanna chill
Sometimes
I feel as if
My walls are closing in
Maybe Im just paranoid
Or am I focused in [Rap]
I dont care any more
If its okay with you
Ill be the judge of me and you can just peace
I dont care any more
Until youre oblivious.
Congratulations they lost me