adhd

The last one
Sick as a pig, can you help?
Tryna get a grip, fingers slip then I’m out
Sittin’ in a pit, only me and myself
I can’t deal with the screams, only screamin’ at myself (Ah)
Tryna protect so I project
Deflect and they call it self-defence
Feel the pressure and we all got our reasons
Smile on the out, but inside I keep bleedin’
Fun and games ’til you gotta take the blame
And I said it was me ’cause I’d do it for my mates
Then the game, would they say the same?
And it’s all tongue-in-cheek, tryna sweep out the fakes
Love never felt real, the wheels won’t break
They can’t see the tears through the raindrops
Tough lad and I always put a face on
Told me already that leopards can’t change spots
Sad songs, a sickness
The passenger always been a witness
Excalibur, incision
Goodbye, my only decision
Sad songs, a sickness
The passenger always been a witness
Excalibur, incision
Goodbye, my only decision
Overthink, sink in my seat
Eat, sleep, repeat, what you know about T?
Smoke weed only way I fall asleep
Same routine, drink ’til I can’t speak
Slave to the progress
Abscess ’cause I ain’t got control yet
I’m tryna fly but my wings feel broken
An eagle encaged in a closure, lowest
The lowest decomposing, I’m sober, loner
I can’t be alone, why I always pick the phone up?
I beg you pick the phone up
(Beg you pick the phone up)
Sad songs, a sickness
The passenger always been a witness
Excalibur, incision
Goodbye, my only decision
Yo
Yo, what’s good?
N-nuttin’, I just wanted to say, bruv
I love you, man, and I hope you’re doing well
And I miss you every day you’re not around
Feel my deficit (‘Cit), life I’m yet to live (Live)
Ain’t no S&M (M), I just shake my head (Head)
You can’t be my friend (Friend), living and I’m dead (Dead)
Caught in Charlotte’s web (Web), I can’t feel myself (Self)
My complexity (‘Y) be the death of me (Me)
Heaven weaponry (‘Ry), and my melons squeeze (Squeeze)
I got tendencies (‘Cies), psycho tendencies (‘Cies)
Touch me tenderly (‘Ly), Heaven, let me in (In)
I think you got amnesia (‘Nesia)
And your stress soon to give me alopecia (‘Pecia)
And I’m vexed tryna smile like Mona Lisa (Smile)
Fail to exit like I ain’t got a VISA