life of T和party

And I don't know better but I do know best
我並不知道什麼超前之物，但我明白當下之至
I just say whatever and hold my breath
我只是想屏住呼吸斬破一切
I'm not all together, I won't find the rest
我抑制著狂亂，無法得到安寧
Lost in a temper, break down, coalesce
怒火不受控制，焰集，凝聚

直至衍生出下賤的骨頭在我體內作祟
Cause I got a mean bone in my body
如果我執意那麼就可以
If I want then I can
我為失去理智感到抱歉
Never mean it when I'm sorry
並且我已經深感愧疚了
And I'm sorry for that
禁止逍遙地生活

我盡量低調，低調，幾乎死寂
Not the life of the party
但是我的血液依然澎湃
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我暫時隱藏，你我一同保密
But I still got a heartbeat
激情的生活被洗刷
I know you know, I know
我躲了起來，低調再低調
Not the life of the party
但是我依然想要奮起，oh...
I lay low, lay low, lay low
你求我回應答案，但使我左右為難
But I still got a heartbeat, oh
我已經沒多少精力去回想每件事的代碼

我已經立足於你的瞳心，被你深入了解
Hold it together and you let me guess
我無法永遠紮根於你，你遲早要席起寥果離去
It's hard to remember what anything meant
直至卑鄙插中你體內的根基
You've known me better when I've been your best
假如你是我
But I can't win forever, you take what you get
我很抱歉，讓你來承受負擔

我已經說過對不起了
Cause you got a mean bone in your body
結束了激情的生活
If you are then I am
我低調，不再參與
Always mean it 'til I'm sorry
但是我依然鼓動狂氣
But I'm sorry for that
我知道，你也意識得到

禁止了逍遙地生活
Not the life of the party
我躲了起來，低調再低調
I lay low, lay low, lay low
但是我還是時常為它發熱,oh...
But I still got a heartbeat
砂礫嵌入我的雙手，麻木了自我
I know you know, I know
以至'水能載舟亦能覆舟'
Not the life of the party
將石子如同花瓣一樣撒向天空
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我從來沒有真正地蓄滿它
But I still got a heartbeat, oh
我牽掛的真的太多了

以至我自己也掉進我的陷阱
Got gravel embedded in my hands
石子如同花瓣一樣輕盈地飄落
Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah
我總是徘徊於充足的準備
Throwing stones like confetti
少了上了發條的生活
And I'm never really ready for it
我躲起來，迴避它
Got gravel embedded in my hands
但是心跳還是驅使我重回
Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah
你知道的，我心知肚明
Throwing stones like confetti
激情的生活被洗刷
And I'm never really ready for it
我只能低調，不再回應它

但是我的心還在為它蠢蠢欲動
Not the life of the party
我躲了起來，只想要安寧
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我回不去了，你也是知道的
But I still got a heartbeat
雙手上的重擔
I know you know, I know
導致自己陷入泥沼
Not the life of the party
拋出的石頭宛如五彩的花瓣飛舞
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我猶豫不決，萬事何缺
But I still got a heartbeat, oh
準備是否毫無疏漏
I lay low, lay low, lay low
I know you know, I know

Got gravel embedded in my hands
Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah
Throwing stones like confetti
And I 'm never really ready for it
And I'm never really ready for it