Confessions

I fear that I've become too soft
以這軟弱的身軀苟活於世我心存懼意
Like I've been weak trynna be too kind
想要寬以待人卻被視作懦夫
Like I let you override my mind
被你一次次改變
And I left myself behind
我已失去本真
The truth is I didn't have a great time at dinner
真的餐桌上的我一點兒都不快樂
The truth is I kind of loved my life as a reckless sinner
真的我挺享受這無拘無束的生活
The truth is I look unbelievable but I hate my body
雖很難置信但我真的不願以這幅面貌活下去
The truth is I'm looking for myself and I can't see it in anybody
想要尋求最初的我但沒人真的了解我
The truth is I feel less okay than I thought I was
我沒有從前那麼順意
The truth is I've fallen into another trap of who I think I'm meant to be
我再次陷入這追夢复失的轍轉
The truth is I'm still lost
我依舊迷茫無向
The truth is cold like frost
現實的確殘酷
The truth is I love all of you but I don't know if you love all of me
你的一行一舉我都能接受不知你能否淡容我的惡習
Baby this kind of feels like starting again
唉此情思再湧上心頭
Remember when we had nothing
當初你我一無所有
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我便窮思苦想著取獲成就而出眾
I liked it when it was just you and me
懷念你我二人共度的時光
Baby
I had nothing but I was free
那時很清苦但我不受束縛
The truth is I don't wanna be one of the boys
真的我不想跟那些男孩一樣
The truth is living by a gender makes me feel annoyed
真的我煩透了性別的刻板局限
The truth is I still don't feel like I fit in anywhere
我仍難尋歸屬
The truth is I love staying home with you in underwear
就像同你在一起享受純愛
The truth is that I'd die for you
我甘願為你赴死
The truth is I can't lie to you
時刻坦誠相待
The truth is you're the only one that keeps me from coming undone
真的只有你讓我心有所向
The truth is
The truth is
Baby this kind of feels like starting again
此情思再湧上心頭
Remember when we had nothing
當初你我一無所有
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我便窮思苦想著取獲成就而出眾
I liked it when it was just you and me
懷念你我二人共度的時光
Baby
I had nothing but I was free
那時很清苦但我不受束縛
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Baby this kind of feels like starting again
此情思再湧上心頭
Remember when we had nothing
當初你我一無所有
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我便窮思苦想著取獲成就而出眾
I liked it when it was just you and me
懷念你我二人共度的時光
Baby
I had nothing but I was free
那時很清苦但我不受束縛