If I Ever Feel Better

They say an end can be a start
Feels like Ive been buried yet Im still alive
Its like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I dont try to deny
Id better learn to accept that
There are things in my life I cant control
They say love aint nothing but a sore
I dont even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Dont you know Im so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words wont tell
Whatever it is it cant be named
Theres a part of my world thats fading away
You know I dont want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know theres much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
Im losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When its all over Ill let you know
Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But Im feeding the enemy
Im in league with the foe
Blame me for whats happening
I cant try, I cant try, I cant try...
No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days aint over
Ive tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now Ive watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I cant wait, I cant wait, I cant wait...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When its all over Ill let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When its all over Ill let you know
Its like somebody took my place
I aint even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didnt know
There are things in my life I cant control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I dont try to deny
Id better learn to accept that
Theres a part of my life that will go away
Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure Ill come through I dont know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like Ive been buried yet Im still alive
Im losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When its all over Ill let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When its all over Ill let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know