bad decisions

So we fall outta touch
And I ruin your trust
I should be in love
But its never enough, without you
Without you
Its a punch in the gut
Wanna hit self-destruct
You know I love you so much
But this life really sucks without you
Without you
We could be special, it could be amazing
Youre ****ing careful , I should try the same thing
Shouldnt be perfect, Im making big mistakes
Its just these-
Bad decisions
Im on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I dont ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, Im getting twisted
Aye
And I make, and I make, and I make bad decisions
She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve
And its not in my chest
So its back to the bad, where the past all went?
All of my time was spent
Burnin holes in my brain since I never forget
I needed peace and time, I needed peace and quiet
Just so I could blow out my brains
You know Im never myself
Never been picture-perfect but I still made it work
Put my heart out for certain
Im in her mouth like Im Dennis
I hate the fact Im a menace
I hate the fact that I played with your heart
But pretend like I didnt
Pressure the syrup, Im steady suppressing the pain, but it is what it is
Know on my life was the shit
Yet I still dont understand it
But **** it, Im up in this bitch, probably toohard
And Im high like a kite
Pour the lean in my Sprite but it give me the light, yeah aight
Now my jaw steady lockin
But, momma, dont worry, you know how Im rockin
I tweeked in the alley, ODd in the lobby
Lost myself couple times, spot em, I got em
We could be special, it could be amazing
Youre ****ing careful , I should try the same thing
Shouldnt be perfect, Im making big mistakes
Its just these-
Bad decisions
Im on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I dont ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, Im getting twisted