I Don't Know How to Love Him

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM
from the musical “Jesus Christ Superstar”
演唱：影子
I Don't Know How to Love Him
What to do, how to move Him
I've been changed, yes, really changed
In these past few days when I've seen myself
I seem like someone else
I don't know how to take this,
I don't see why He moves me
He's a man, He's just a man
and I've had so many men before
In very many ways
He's just one more…
Should I bring Him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love?
Let my feelings out
I never thought I'd come to this what's it all about?
Don't you think it's rather funny?
I should be in this position?
I'm the one who's always been, so calm, so cool
No lover's fool running every show
He scares me so
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
Yet, if He said He loved me
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head, I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so
I want Him so, I love Him so