See that we been through much unknown
看啊，我們已經經歷那麼多的未知
(Get the fvck outta my house)
(滾出去)
I been through hell a lot of days
我也已許久深陷泥潭
Went through
獨自跛行
(Don't ever fvcking act like you care)
(別他媽假惺惺地裝作你在乎)
Why are you here
你為何還出現在我的腦海裡
I don't see the point
我不明白
(Ahh fvck)
(啊操)
Guess I'll never be straight to Jehovah
可能我這輩子也無法嚮往天堂了吧
Oh well
那就這樣吧
Guess we'll never be straight-out
我們可能再也無法直面彼此
(My life would be so much better without you)
(沒了你我的生活會更好的)
And no one never know who'd be blamed on
誰又說得清誰對誰錯呢
You
但我把錯歸咎在了你身上
(If you just drop dead)
(如果你直接去死的話)
Remorse is like the cancer consumes me
悔意久積成疾，啃噬著我的每一寸肌膚
(I don't know what I'm talking about but)
(我不知道我在說些什麼了但是)
See now I don't blame you but where did you go
我現在不怪你了但你又去了哪？
(Fvck)
(操)
See that I try to search your path
我試著尋找你的足跡
(I hate you I swear to god I love you)
(我恨你，我對天發誓我愛你)
Cuz I don't really mean to throw our oath
因為我真的不是有意毀掉我們的一切
Follow
就這樣緊隨你的足跡
明知道沒結果卻還要嘗試學不會怎麼say no
刪了聯繫方式不同的結局這次沒有請求你別放手
dont wake me up 就讓我最後再騙一次自己
它逼著我快把丟了的愛都埋藏在行間字裡
你的電話我也不會打了要怪就怪我太傻
就當我的付出全部都是假的不用關心你現在在哪
這倉促又凌亂的重鼓彷彿在嘲笑我一錯再錯
我以為離開你會變得快樂沒想過換來了更多的痛苦
Faking it sack like an outrage
裝作一切都像是被洗劫後誕生的暴行
Hold up wait for me to hit the blunt
等等讓我抽支煙/打劫完之後我需要緩一下(hold up 等一下/打劫blunt 遲鈍/煙)
Then the assuage
然後平息這一切
Hit my 45 you won't find me and my phone die
當我到了45歲我就銷聲匿跡，你們也沒辦法打通我的電話
Need a lotta time to heal my wounds so I won't stray
需要大量的時間療傷，我再也不會逃避了
Say I hate you but that ain't true
說恨你都是假的
Though I really put my hope in you
儘管我的確將希望強加於你
Know you' re great but I'm fine too
我知道你是個很棒的人但我可能也不差吧
BPD depression took offense what you been through
BPD和抑鬱先後發起了進攻，你經歷了什麼?
Seein' the past I go Ah
回首過去讓我痛苦不堪
Once we felt for each other you're like god
當我們建立鏈接綁定彼此時，你如同救星于我
Like I walk into a shelter that have been stolen
就像我走進了一所溫暖的避難所但那已被盜走
Wish that we could finish that Walk On Water
多希望我們當初能不留遺憾在學校表演完那首《Walk On Water》(Eminem與Beyoncé合作的一首歌)
Heart stop beating tears got silvered
心臟停止跳動的那一晚眼淚也被鑲銀
Rues are like Gus's ewer
悔恨像是無盡的大海/悔恨像是Lil Peep流的淚(ewer:大海對應上面的眼淚Gus:Lil Peep)
Ah from the gulf like the golf hit the Joel
深淵傳來的痛苦呼喊，像是被高爾夫球桿擊中的Joel(最後生還者2)
Bro I ruined it man what the fvck
我毀掉了一切他媽的到底怎麼回事
always blue partⅡ