laundry and jet lag

I gave up smoking when I was coughing up blood
那次咳出血後我便遏停煙癮
and when I felt better again I took it straight back up
舒服幾許後再度染癮
making and breaking, new habits forming
得而復失舊逝新成
not all propensities come with a warning
總有些人事出於未料
like you
你即如此

我允你暢所欲言但你總讓我消興
I'm letting you talk and you're letting me down
本該婉應此之藉口
should've got used to excuses by now
總是精編細造你習以為常
they get a good show, you get a day job
現存神明真未達我意
I need to find and believe in a better god
你也是
than you
到家後趕緊清洗衣服

褪去路邊沾上的污垢
Washing my clothes as soon as I'm home
散去菸酒味
ridding myself of the dirt from the road
舊跡已淡而我傷痛不減
losing the smell of the smoke and the bars
全拜賜於你
stains go away but I'm left with the scars
of you