abuse the care (prod. 卡的哦)

I'd trade it all away
If I could feel alive again
But who am I to say
That I won't pass it by again
You know that I'm a mess
I know that I can't change that
Propose I lay to rest
I hope that you can't stay mad
I'm losing hair
From stress that I can't manage
Abuse the care
Depressed at all the damage
That I ignore
It's all the same to me now
I'm tired and sore
It feels like I can't breathe
I pick it all apart
Why I'm not worth my own mass
I'm sick of second starts
But I need one more so bad
I try catching up
But that's enough to ruin my stillness
I've been here before
I feel it more, but I can't kill this
Tell me that I need more done
Like I've been sabotaging all of me for fun
You tell me I don't try enough
But I'm too busy breaking, do I cry enough?
I know I'm hard to handle
I burn you like the candle
I set ablaze the same escape
And cover up my scandal, yeah
I'm losing hair
From stress that I can't manage
Abuse the care
Depressed at all the damage
That I ignore
It's all the same to me now
I'm tired and sore
It feels like I can't breathe out
I'm losing hair
From stress that I can't manage
Abuse the care
Depressed at all the damage
That I ignore
It's all the same to me now
I'm tired and sore
It feels like I can't breathe out