hard line

Blacked out on a weekday
平日里，迷失了方向
Still, something that Im trying to avoid
不過，這本是我一直在避免的
Start asking for forgiveness in advance
提前請求著能夠被原諒
For all the future things I will destroy
因為我就要毀滅掉的未來
That way I can ruin everything
這樣我才能毀滅了一切
When I do, you dont get to act surprised
當我開始時，別再假裝驚訝
When it finally gets to be too much
當一切終於壓垮了我
I always told you you could leave at any time
我早就告訴過你，隨時都可以離開
Until then Ill split the difference
直到我能夠
Between medicine and poison
明辨解藥和毒藥的區別
Take what I can get away with
帶上那讓我沉溺的藥
While it burns right through my stomach
讓它燒透我的胃
Im telling my own fortune
我已看清我的命運
Something I cannot escape
我無法規避
I can see where this is going
我可以看到我的終點
But I cant find the brake
但我卻停不下來

Knocked out on a weekend
在周末，一切崩塌
Would you hit me this hard if I wеre a boy?
如果我是個男孩，你也能這樣將我傷害嗎？
See, I dont need you to defend mе
看，我不需要你為我辯白
Cause its just the sort of thing that I enjoy
因為這就是我所享受的
Took the fallout, draw a hard line
讓輻射照進，畫一條不妥協的直線
When I cross it, its the third time
當我再一次逾越，即使已經是第三次
Say my own name in the mirror
在鏡子前念出我自己的名字
And when nobody appears
卻沒有人出現
Say its not so cut and dry
告訴自己還不至於一成不變
Oh, it isnt black and white
哦，不是沒有色彩的灰白
What if its all black, baby?
如果一切恰好都是漆黑未曾改變，親愛的，該怎麼辦？
All the time
從開始以來

Oh, all the time
一直如此
Oh, all the time
一直如此
Oh, all the time
一直如此