Mental

On this lonely stretch of solitude
在這個孤獨的荒野

我在想我從未做過的事情
I'm thinking 'bout the things that I never do
想著那些我向你許下的承諾

它們只不過是幾句話
All the promises that I made to you
幾個單詞
Well they're just words
卻花了我好長時間意識到

那些我找不到的自信
They're only words
我讓自己黯淡來凸顯你的光芒

這很痛心
It took so long for me to recognize
真的很難過

我想把每件事都做好
All this confidence that I couldn't find
但偏偏每件事都出差錯

我想在這世上感受天堂
I used to dim my light so you could shine
但並沒有什麼事堅持這麼久
And that's what hurts
親愛的我要瘋了

太多的可能性
It really hurts
我不能讓它溜走
I wanna do everything right
現在失控了
But everything's going wrong
也變得不再年輕

我不能再浪費了
I want to feel heaven on earth
窗台的灰塵越積越高
But nothing ever lasts that long
如果你不理解我猜你將永遠不會理解

停滯不前沒有任何好處
Baby I'm goin' mental
對你來說是的
So much potential
對我亦然
I can't stand to watch it withering away
我想讓每件事都順利進行
It's out of control now
有些事情需要付出
It's getting old now
我要把自己擺在第一位
And I can't afford to waste another day
這很折磨我

我想把每件事都做好
Well dust keeps piling up on the window sill
但偏偏每件事都會出錯
Man if you don't know by now I guess you never will
我想在這世上感受天堂

但並沒有什麼事堅持這麼久
But there's no benefit in standing still
Not for you no no
And not for me
But I wanna make everything work
Something's just gotta give

I gotta start putting me first
It's killing me the way it is

I wanna do everything right
But everything's going wrong
I wanna feel heaven on earth
And nothing ever lasts that long