Sobriety

Maam, Im gon need you to uh, pee in this cup
Alright

Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny
I been goin off, Im manic
Shit wearing off, Im landin
More on the way, dont panic, ooh-ooh
Drank too much, goddamn it (Damn)
Shut that door, dont slam it
Shit too loud, cant stand it
I cant stand it
Wasted, hiding in the basement
Careful when you do me wrong
I dont ever chase shit
Life is what you make it
They say that when you make it
How I gonna turn it off all these expectations?

I got anxiety
They told me the pill shouldve helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherfu*kin mess, I dont fit in society
Demons inside of me, fu*k my sobriety
I got anxiеty
No, I wont piss in no cup
Know that my liver is fu*ked
Know that we living it up
Fu*k my sobriеty, fu*k my sobriety, fu*k my sobriety

Sing me a motherfu*kin lullaby
Hard as Im trying, not tryna to die
Spirits, Im tryna hide
Wide awake, thinkin bout suicide
Suicide, on the line
On my mind
Bitch, I cant sleep, Im in the deep end
Fu* k the zs, unless its O-Zs then

I got anxiety
They told me the pill shouldve helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherfu*king mess, I dont fit in society
Demons inside of me, fu*k my sobriety
I got anxiety
No, I wont piss in no cup
Know that my liver is fu*ked
Know that we living it up
Fu*k my sobriety, fu*k my sobriety, fu*k my sobriety

I know I might seem like a mess and
I got some heavy obsessions
Depression aint easy but Im just confessin
Im sick of pretendin
Im sick but Im mendin
Im probably offendin some bitches with stitches, they all sacrilegious
So Im sayin, 'Fu*k them' (Fu*k my sobriety)
Im sayin , 'Fu*k them'

I got anxiety
Fu*k my sobriety
Go head put that shit in Variety (Bitch)