rot

Let me just rot right here in my house
Let me just die right here in this town
Knife in my lap sitting crying in my car
A couple more days and I'll get out the dark
Days feel empty blend together
I want nothing more to do with my life here
I'm just fed up and I'm bitter
I've become something I don't wanna be
Tell me can you numb my pain can you numb my pain
I seek refuge in knowing that I'll leave someday
Tell me can you kill me soon can you kill me soon
You only want me when it's convenient for you

Let me just rot right here in my house
Let me just die right here in this town
Knife in my lap sitting crying in my car
A couple more days and I'll get out the dark
Days feel empty blend together
I want nothing more to do with my life here
I'm just fed up and I'm bitter
I've become something I don't wanna be