SAN MARCOS

Big old whiskey on them icy rocks
Flood down some veins like oxy does
I need fresh air, I need oxygen
Who the hell you foolin? Its so obvious
I dont feel it, I dont see it, this is nice for me
I cant help but feel like you is after me
Is you drinking for the pain? Is you drinking for fun?
Theres a party outside, til the morning gone come
Is you dancing all alone? Is you dancing for someone?
Theres a party outside, know the night is young
Is you having fun?
Say it with your chest, Say it with your chest ,pray it work again
Puttin diamonds on my back, puttin diamonds on my back
Say we should just, say we should just, pray to work again
Puttin diamonds on my back, puttin diamonds on my back
But you know if I waste my time
Talking bout what aint mine
And you know Ill be last in line
Just like last, last night
I said, I said
Who that, who that, who that, who that
Looking in the shadows
Tryna catch me liberating spirits from the gallows
They wanna blackball me, but I hold my avocados
Then they melt down like the hash, we mix em like tobacco
Circle tighter than the Castro, they feeding you Castrol
Youd think that its gas, you turn the key, its a fiasco
Could be stronger than vibranium, dont mean that I aint fragile
Grapple with reality to break out of these shackles
But you know if I waste my time
Talking bout what aint mine
And you know Ill be lastin line
Just like last, last night
Suicidal thoughts, but I wont do it
Take that how you want, its important I admit it
Im afraid of commitment, dont know how to fix it
Maybe codependent, cant tell the difference
When the push comes to shove, Id rather bend than break
But somethings gotta give, aint that what you say
When youre torn between reality, and a choice you could have made
I should have made, theyre not the same, Im not the same
Maybe Im broken, either way Im clinging on closely
I know its not healthy, appreciate your patience
I know that Im selfish, do my best to be selfless
I know that Im changing, I know that Im changing
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more