All I Want (Radio Edit)
I could feel a hot one taking me down
我感到一個熱情似火的人正在讓我變得墮落
For a moment I could feel the force
這一刻我魂不守舍
Fainted to the point of tears
眼淚快決堤虛弱到無力
And you were holding on to make a point
你卻堅持一定要說個分明
Whats the point
哪裡有什麼道理可講
Im but a clean man stable and alone man
我不過是個好人孤單無趣的好人
Make it so I wont have to try
到手了我便沒必要再努力一把
The faces always stay the same
依舊是那個模樣未曾改變
So I face the fact that Im just fine
所以我接受了我只是一個一般般的人的現實
I said that Im just fine
我說過我只是還不錯而已
I remember head down
記得那天心情糟透
After you had found out
我再無法掩飾事實
Manna is a hell of a drug
你對我來說就像毒藥上癮
And I need a little more I think
渴望一點再多一點
Because enough is never quite enough
你給予我一點點就讓我貪得無厭
Whats enough
抑或是我貪心到永不知足嗎
I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement
走在人行道上痛哭成年人也會如此嗎
Hoping you would show your face
多希望你能夠出現
But I havent heard a thing youve said
已經好多天沒有聽見你說話
In at least a couple hundred days
大概最少已經兩百天了吧
Whatd you say
你說過什麼我都快忘記
I was in the front seat shaking it out
坐在戲場最前排帷幕已落下
And I was asking if you felt alright
打電話問你別來無恙
I never want to hear the truth
我從不想听到真實的回答
I want to hear your voice it sounded fine
我只想听到你的聲音娓娓動聽
My voice it sounded fine
我也與你通話聽上去狀態很佳
I could feel my heartbeat taking me down
我感受到心裡砰砰直跳
And for the moment I would sleep alright
讓我歇息片刻可好
Im dealing with a selfish fear
我帶著一點點自私的畏懼感
To keep me up another restless night
又是一個不眠之夜
Another restless night
又一次徹夜難眠
The blood was dry it was sober
血液乾涸頭腦清醒
The feeling of audible cracks
感覺心快四分五裂
And I could tell it was over
我知道一切都結束了
From the curtains that hung from your neck
你臉上的表情告訴我劇終散場了
And I realized that then you were perfect
我再次意識到你是完美的
And my teeth ripping out of my head
我咬緊牙關
And it looked like a painting I once knew
記憶如畫般浮現在眼前
Back when my thoughts werent entirely intact
記憶回到那時我還懵懂無知
To pray for what I thought were angels
祈禱美麗的天使來將我帶走
Ended up being ambulances
卻最終被送上救護車
And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter
上帝向我展示了我女兒的夢
She was crying inside your stomach
她正在你的懷裡哭泣
And I felt love again
我又重新感受到了愛